I Love You But How Do I Tell You?

Chapter 10: Stay?

~Jungkook POV~

I sat on my bed. I heard the front door open and then close a little later. I assumed everyone just left and went home. I heard talking in the living room so maybe only a few of them left. I was kind of hungry so I tried to go to the kitchen. I went to open my door but it wouldn't open.

JK: "Hey! Let me out!"
Suga: "Not right now!"
JK: "Can you at least get me some food?"
Suga: "RM! GET JK SOMETHING TO EAT PLEASE!"

A few minuets passed and the door cracked open and Suga handed me a plate with chips and a sandwich. I grabbed it and he closed the door. I was confused but also hungry so I went and sat on my bed and started eating. I heard a familiar voice. It sounded like Jimin's voice. I looked at my plate and relized that only Jimin knew where my chips were and the pas code. I put down my half eaten sandwich and what was left of my chips. I went to the door and put my ear against it. I listened carefully. It was Jimin's voice! It's kind of hard to understand what he's saying. I was trying to contain myself.

JM: "I don't know."
Jin: "What do you mean you don't know?"
JM: "I don't know what I'm gonna do yet! I have friends back in Busan that are waiting for me to get back but you guys are here in Seoul so I don't know what I'm gonna do yet!"
JH: "Well no matter what you do you have to talk to JK before you go or stay. You know that right?"
JK: "Yeah I know but if I see and talk to him face to face then I'll have no choice but to stay."
RM: "You don't want to stay?"

It went silent. I tried to open the door but Suga was still there. I kept banging on the door yelling for him to let me out. I almost got it open. I got it open and Suga was on the ground. I jumped over him and ran into the living room. I looked around and I didn't see Jimin.

JK: "Where is he?"
Jin: "He went home."

I ran outside and into the street. I looked around but I didn't see him. I started to run to his house. I saw the short cut I always took. I ran through the alley. I got across the street from his house and he had just unlocked his door. I jogged across and just as he was about to close the door I stuck my foot in it so it didn't close. He peaked at me confused. His eyes got huge.

JM: "J-jungkook."

~Jimin POV~

Jin: "Hey."
JM: "H-hey."
Jin: "What are you doing here?"
JM: "I followed Jungkook because he was upset and I wanted to make sure he got home safe and that he was okay."
Jin: "And I'm guessing you didn't talk to him and that he didn't see you?"
JM: "Yeah."
Jin: "Where were you going just now?"
JM: "Home. I'm the reason they fought so maybe it's best if I just go."
Jin: "Best if you go? Really? If you want to know if JK is okay or not the answer is that he's not okay! He won't be okay until you talk to him! You can't keep avoiding your problems Jimin!"
JM: "Jin you don't understand."
Jin: "You're right I don't understand! NONE OF US DO! SO COME INSIDE AND HELP US UNDERSTAND!"
JM: "I can't. I can't see him right now okay? I'm not ready."
Jin: "Okay hold on."

He turned around and told Suga to make sure JK can't get out of his room. Suga went and blocked his door. Jin looked at me.

Jin: "Let's go."

I closed my umbrella and went inside. Jin closed the door and everyone looked at me. I looked at the ground. Tae gave me hug and one after another they all hugged me. After that I had no choice but to talk.

Jin: "Okay. Help us understand why you can't come back or talk to Jungkook please."
JM: "Okay fine."

Right before I started to explain Jungkook was complaining for some food. Suga told RM to get him some food. RM went and made him a sandwich. I stopped him from giving Suga the food.

RM: "What?"
JM: "Give me the plate."
RM: "Why?"
JM: "He only eats sandwich's with chips."
RM: "I don't know where his chips are."
JM: "I do he only ever told me."

RM handed me the plate and I went into the kitchen. I lifted up a picture of all of us and behind it was a safe. I opened the safe and grabbed a bag of chips. I opened it and put some onto the plate. I closed the bag, put a chip clip on it, and put it back. I closed the safe and hung the picture back up. I walked to the living room and handed RM the plate.

RM: "He keeps his chips in a safe?"
JM: "Yeah. He does that to prevent Tae from stealing his chips."
Tae: "Oh yeah? Well I know where they are now so I can now eat them!"
JM: "No you can't it has a pas code that JK and I came up with. It took weeks to make it up."

Tae sighed and sat down. RM handed the plate to Suga and Suga gave it to JK.

Jin: "Okay now explain."
JM: "If I come back I don't know what I'd do! I don't know if I'd still hang out with guys I don't know if I'd ever see JK again."
Jin: "What that doesn't make any sense!"
JM: "Yeah I know. It's complicated."
Tae: "So are you gonna leave or stay?"
JM: "I don't know."
Jin: "What do you mean you don't know?"
JM: "I don't know what I'm gonna do yet! I have friends back in Busan that are waiting for me to get back but you guys are here in Seoul so I don't know what I'm gonna do yet!"
JH: "Well no matter what you do you have to talk to JK before you go or stay. You know that right?"
JM: "Yeah I know but if I see and talk to him face to face then I'll have no choice but to stay."
RM: "You don't want to stay?"

I didn't know what to say. Before anyone could say anything Jungkook was trying to get out.

JM: "He knows."
Jin: "What?"
JM: "He knows I'm here! Probably because of the chips. Fuck! I gotta go!"
Jin: "JIMIN WAIT!"

I ran out the door. I quickly walked to the alley so I could get home faster. I got to my door and unlocked it. I went inside and as I was closing my door it stopped. I looked at what was blocking it. It was a shoe. I followed the leg up and then I saw Jungkook. I looked him in the eyes. I was shocked. My eyes were probably huge.

JM: "J-jungkook."

~To Be Continued~

Chapter 11 coming soon!