Call me when it's over

THE CONVERSATION

Hello...I'm Rebecca.
'Sighs' continues to speak.But im guessing that you know that already seeing that you have read my file by now.

Maybe we should talk about what happened that night.'says the psychiatrist looking at her book'.
'Rebecca looks up with a slight annoyance and says'.I'm not sure if I start talking about that night you won't get my point of view...But if you give me a change to start from the beginning i will tell you everything.

Okay.'the psychiatrist says'.

Well it all started the first day of junior year.You see I wasn't so happy about starting school...My so called best friend Emma and I had a massive fight and we did not talk the whole entire summer.I was all alone as I did not have a social life and my only social life was her and her group of friends.I never really like them but I hung around them cause she did and I did not want to seem rude.I met Emma when moved here from Ohio and I had no one to talk to she was the only person that sat with me in lunch.
I always thought she was more prettier then me cause of her long blonde hair and her ocean blue eyes but what made her so likable was her massive personality.

'Rebecca stops and says'.I seem to be speaking too much of her and I don't want to bore you with all the details and honestly I don't want be talking about it either.'Looks down and tries to fake smile'.Let just move on to the story.

That day I felt so anxious and all wanted to do is go back to bed.But I couldn't I had to go.I decided to wear clothes that did not catch anyones attention so I wore an oversized sweatshirt black jeans and white converse.I had tide my black hair in bun.
I rode my bike to school like I always did the year before.School was only a few minutes away and the bike ride always gave me peace of mind.

But the more peace of mind I got the quicker I got to school.My school building look like a prison with a lack of windows.When I made my way to the to the big brown doors.All I could feel is my world closing and I had no way to get out.Emma was the only one that could calm me down but we weren't talking.So all I had was my music.The first periods past by like flash.

But I never thought that lunch would be so hard and so slow...........