Lovin That Dude( Cameron Dallas Love Story)

Chap.30

(Kelsey's POV)

I sat down across from Jai as he talked to Jordin

"I missed you so much"He mumbled for a second I thought he was talking to me but I realized he wasn't when Jordin replied with an "I miss you too" I let them have their moment and about 5 minutes later he forced all his attention to me ... He looks sooo good

"What's up Kelsey?"He asked me ackwardly I smiled and shrugged

"Not much .... I wanted to talk to you"I mumbled he looked at me and then back at Jordin nodding

"I wanted to apologize .... Jai I meant it every time when I said I loved you honestly but me and Cameron .... I want to apologize for disrespecting me like that ..., I would've killed myself if you ever did that to me ... I'm very sorry I mean it"I mumbled he nodded

"No I mean it's .... The things people do for love"He said I smiled

"Yea ... How have you been?"I asked him he smiled

"I've been ... Good could be better"He mumbled I looked at him in worried knowing Jai he wasn't going to tell me .... There was a 1/10 chance of him telling me always has been

"Jai .... I hope everything get better"I mumbled he nodded

"It is ..... I think seeing Jordin makes me feel 10x better"He mumbled I smiled and nodded

"Yea .... If you want ... You can have her for a while if it makes you feel better"I said why would I say that

"What's a while?"He asked me I shrugged

"As long as you need"I mumbled he smiled and hugged Jordin

"Thanks Kelsey I appreciate it"He mumbled smiling i mentally groan that SMILE ing

"No problem ... How is Luke ... And Beau?"I asked him he shrugged

"Luke's with someone .... I don't know her ... He won't tell me Beau is good single"He mumbled

" I wanted to talk to you about Cameron.... I don't think it's safe to have him around Jordin"He mumbled I looked at him weirdly

"Why not?"I asked him he shrugged

"He has been in jail did drugs hurt you and Jordin doesnt like him"Jai said looking at me I sighed

"He's changed"I mumbled trying to defend Cameron he shrugged

"I don't want him ... Near Jordin .... I new how do you NOT know he's getting high right now or fucking Kylie. How is it that you left me for an abusive cheating drug attic. Your the dumbest bitch I've ever met"He mumbled I gasped and stood up

"That's the rudest thing anyone has EVER said to me"I and reached out for Jordin

"I'm staying with Daddy"She said and hugged him I sighed and walked away I started to cry Jai was right sadly

-at Home-

I entered my house and walked over to Cameron

"Cameron ... I love you"I said he smiled

"But I don't trust you and it's so hard having a child and being worried that you are out there messing up doing drugs or with Kendall .... It gives me anxiety and being anxious all the time is tiring I .... Don't want to be with you anymore Cameron "I mumbled he sighed and grabbed a vase and threw it at a wall I heard shattering I looked over and noticed he also broke a picture of mine and Jordin I stepped back

"You ... I've changed"He mumbled I took a few more steps back and started to cry I was having a flash back of the day he hurt me ... He had the SAME EXACT expression right now that he did two years ago the day he hurt me

"Don't hurt me please"I said trying he walked over to me and there I lost it .. I started screaming all I would see was him hitting me he put his hands on my arms and was calling my name I kicked him as hard as I could and ran out ..... I ran into my car and drove away I drove and drove until I needed more gas and was full of hunger

The End