The whispers of my instincts when I first talked with you was my own heaven
The first time you hugged me was the first time I felt safe.
And when I think about you happiness overwhelms me.
I was supposed to let you go but I couldn't
Trying to forget , made me , the easier it is to forgive you .
The more you hurt me , the easier it is to forgive you
Now I wonder why it feels right with you and not with others
Loving someone else feels like a disease
Now I shut the doors of my heart and windows of my love.
And pretend that love is my worst enemy but I love you deeply in secret
My heart skips a beat whenever I see anything about you .
Now I have to ignore you and my bleeding heart
Taking to the Divine , becomes my solitude.
Because he is the only one that listens and helps