I was at the waiting area .
It was actually raining
I notice a familiar face,
It was him
The guy I used to love for 3years.
Honestly? The pain is still here.
The moment was awkward and silent was eating the atmosphere.
"Heyy!" I heard him say those letter
Tumingin ako sa kanya and I also say "Heyy"
That awkward atmosphere is actually with us.
"So kumusta na?"
I smiled bitterly.
"Ok lang naman" sabi ko
"I heard may bago na" I was actually shock
"Yeah" i said " 4months na kami"
"I see you're happy. "
"Yes I am. He loves me dearly" I saidThe silence came again between us.
"I still love you"
Napa hah ako sa sinabi niya.
"I still love you". He repeated.
Fuck those words. Fuck him. And Fucckkkk , I am fuck.
" For 3years na minahal kita ngayon ko lang yan narinig sayo" naiiyak ako. Masakit pala pag huli na. "Kung kelan ayoko na."
Tumatango siya. "I'm sorry kung inakala mo na pinaglaruan kita"
_I smiled bitterly again
What is it this, God? I told you I don't need closure.
" Ano kaba, hindi na dapat binabalikan ang alaala nalang"
Tumawa kami
Tumawa kami pareho na may luhang pumapatak.
"Masakit pala pag nahuhuli na." Pinunasan niya ang luha niya. "Pero mas masakit yung panahon na sinayang ko na dapat ako sana yung nasa posisyon ng taong mahal mo"
Umiiyak siya at tumatawa
"I was a coward and I'm so sorry for that"
He hugged me
I hug him back
BINABASA MO ANG
Qoutes Of My Life
PoetryWords is my materpiece Everything I think I want them to be written My eyes can see, because its my guide My hand can write because its my Life