One and Only

THE BBQ

Abel and the guys leave and I can't wait to interrogate Kamika about Lamar.

"Bitch you better start spilling that tea!" I exclaim, she's starts laughing.

"Let me say this, I can't believe I'm able to stand right now!" She wiggles her eyebrows and starts laughing.

"Wow! Really?" I'm now kicking myself for not allowing myself the same experience. We told the guys we would invite a few girlfriends over to allow the other guys some fun. We were going by the store to pick up side items for lunch/ dinner.  The boys were bringing the meat (figures) and the alcohol. It's a hot July day and I feel a pool day happening after shopping. I check my phone to see 7 missed texts from Tony. Shit.  Always the joy killer.

Tony: people tell me you were with that nigga last night

Tony: you still sleep huh

Tony: you're a fucking whore rachel, you deserve whatever happens

Tony: you're pissing me off bitch stop ignoring me

I finally put the phone down I don't want to see any more. It's been 2 years and I thought we were in a better place. I guess not. I only took this opportunity because Tony's name is very big in this business and he promised me he understood it would be business only. I should've known. Eight months working so close together, day in and day out, he was changing more and more as time passed. Kamika walks in ready to go and sees my face.

"What's wrong?"she asks concerned.

"Tony, "is all I have to say.

"You're not his anymore, he needs to fucking keep it moving!" She's so not a fan of him.

"He knows I was with Abel last night," it makes me nervous,  "what if he follows up on those threats about my family?"

"That pussy mother fucker has no connections!" Kamika was getting heated, "you can't live in fear forever because of this dip shit."

She's right, my family wouldn't want that for me either. Actually my brothers would handle him if they knew but I don't want to be the one to authorize that. I grab my purse and we getting ready to leave for the store. I open the door to a nasty surprise... Tony.

"What are you fucking doing here!" I practically scream.

"Let me in Rachel," he demands, "I know you have company. "

"There's no one here and if there was it's no longer your business. You need help, we haven't been together in forever, you need to get past it!" I'm scared and angry at his nerve to come to my house. Kamika rounds the corner and sees me stopped at the front door.

"Fucker you need to go!"she yells.

"Shut up you stupid bitch! You trying to turn her into a whore like you huh?" He has fire in his eyes.

"I am!" Kamika defies his threatening tone, "I'm gonna get her all over that chocolate dick!"
She is brave!

His fist clench and his face changes and looks directly at me, "Are you being a bad girl Rachel?"The calmness actually scares me. "Did he touch you?"
I'm getting very nervous.

"Tony go home! You need to fucking go before the cops pull your ass away from here!"

"You think you running shit?" His cold hand caresses my face, "That's cute, you're cute, but you won't be for long if I find out you fucked him." With that he left.

I'm shook, Kamika comes closer, "Fuck him Rachel, he's all talk, with his small dick," I laugh. I've shared too much info with her.  Tony wasn't micro or anything but not well endowed... not like Abel. Plus he was so selfish in bed, he always wanted head, never gave it, he said that was dirty. He was always missionary, he said other things were slut like. I normally ended sex frustrated, unsatisfied and feeling like I needed a shower to wash away all the events. We lock up and get inside Kamika's G wagon.