It was 3 days since suga and j-hope kissed..
i still haven't been over it..
i know it was just a dare and i might not mean anything but...they looked like they enjoyed it...like suga enjoyed it....what am i thinking..
im not good enough for yoongi anyways..
i decided to go to his studio to tell him..
i need to get answers if he and hoseok are a thing.
*at yoongi's studio*
i finally got to his studio and it seemed unlocked and when i opened the door i saw him and Irene...
kissing....
"Y-yoon-gi-" i stuttered out
i was shocked..
he literally kissed j-hope a couple days ago i- why is he kissing Irene?!
"Jungkook?!"
"I-"
"Jungkook..don't tell anyone- why are you crying?-"
i didn't even realize i was crying until Suga pointed it out
I ran off crying..i bumped into taehyung
"Jungkook?! Why are you crying!!?"
"Tae...-" i fell into his arms and cried harder
"Jungkook.."
i couldn't control myself...
"Jungkook..what's wrong??" he asked with a sad concerned face
"N-nothing hyung...can we leave.."
"i came here to help yoongi with the music but-"
"he doesn't need help.."
"I was going to stay with you instead anyways."
he hugged me tighter and we left off
we arrived back to the dorms and he stayed with me in the room me and jimin share
"You gonna tell me what's wrong now Kookie?"
"I-it's nothing im fine v hyung.."
"Uh, clearly you're not."
"Okay hyung...i-i'll tell you.." i said, i trust him.. "So...i like yoongi...and when we were playing the truth or dare game and when i left off..well..it was because when j-hope and yoongi kissed...it looked like yoongi liked it...and today...i...i was going to talk to him so i went to his studio and...and i saw...i saw him kissing I-i-irene-" i broke into tears again
"Oh jungkook.."
I cried even harder and taehyung brought me back into his arms
"I'm so sorry yoongi hyung broke you like that..i can't believe him either like,what the hell?! I'm so sorry kookie.."
"I-it's okay.."
"No it's not.Look at you, you've been so down lately and you're even worse now that you've seen yoongi- yeah..i'm sorry this happened..if only there was i way i could help you.."
Then i kissed taehyung without even thinking anything!
"J-jungkook?!" he exclaimed
"I-omg i-im sorry i wasn't thinking i-"
"No no no,it's okay"
"I don't even know why i did that im sorry!"
"I said it's okay jungkook"
"No it's not!! For the both of us! I was literally crying over someone i like then i fucking kissed you! you probably are disgusted or or-"
"Jungkook."
"What?"
"First, why the hell would i be disgusted? Second, It's not really bad for the both of us since i actually like you-"
"Wait..what?"
"I really really really like you.."
"You-you do..?"
"Yeah.."
"But like you actually love me?"
"A lot"
"Your not using me or anything.."
"Of course not!"
"sorry.."
"Jungkook...would you be willing to..."
"To what??"
"To give us a try...?"
"I don't know tae.."
"Just..think about it.."
"I will.."
He left and i thought about it for the rest of the day
And when i saw suga hugging J-hope i made my decision.
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FanfictionA yoonkook story. ⚠️Self-Harm⚠️ ⚠️Curse words⚠️ ⚠️Suicidal thoughts, etc⚠️ ⚠️Smut⚠️