Remember the time when I said
I won't give up? I won't let go?
Of course you don't remember
You wont ever remember
Because you don't even know
I only said those things to myself.
Guess what?
I decided to give up
The day I felt that I'm losing you
That was a long, long time ago
Yet here I am writing what I felt that day.
I gave up, for you had never been mine
You're just a fantasy that came true
Yet like a whirlwind
You vanished in a flash.
Don't worry, I'm fine
I'm not hurt or anything
I'm just so in love with the idea of being in pain
But I failed meeting pain
I'm so excited of being in love
But again I failed feeling love.
I'm such a sucker for love and pain
That I made a fool out of myself
I did let go and felt happy to see my precious friend
happy and er eyes sparkling.
But watch out for hurting her
She looks strong, but she's fragile like a glass
So if you break her,
Then pain and rage you will get.
11-20/23-14
