Yu Zeyu

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Love hurts

(Based on my true story)

I see you sitting while talking with your friends, you're that one guy i fell inlove with after 3 years of seeing you.

Yes, i like you, i fell for you, it hurts not to mention, you don't even know i exist.

I'm just a weirdo and a freak, i know you only want me to disappear.

Remember when you bullied me at 1st grade and 2nd grade? I cried so hard, i try not to cry, but i cried, you laughed at me with your friend, calling me names harshly on my face, my heart broke, you smashed my heart like you didn't care.

I saw you playing all kinds of sport, wow, you we're so good at every sport, even if you fell down, and someone accidentally kicked you, you didn't gave up and stand up and continued, its like you don't feel pain at all.

Me? Well, I'm weak, i can't handle anything, my childhood is full of miserable memories.

My mom acted like i was her slave, my classmates bullied me at kindergarten, my mom and my dad divorced when i was a baby, and now, i am bullied again, for 6 years, i have depression and anxiety, everyone thinks I'm that little girl who can't do anything and dumb as shit.

Well, what can i do? Everything they say looks like its real, one day i can't handle it anymore, i wanted to die so badly, but i can't even hurt myself.

Oh, remember when we're 4th grade or 3rd grade? I confessed to you through a letter, but you trashed it after reading it and go to me.

My heart was pounding, i was sweating and you stopped walking, and now you're standing infront of me.

"I don't like you." You said in a very cold and harsh tone as you walk away.

My heart was broken, wow, thanks for everything, you broke my heart 2 times, very wonderful.

One of my biggest mistake is to fall inlove for you, i grew up and i realized that, you are just a sporty human being that is very high hearted, and also a big cocky jerk.

Now i realized,

"Who the fuck wants to date a guy like you?"

Probably stupid girls that is only after his fame and his looks, he was popular in school, he was one of the guys that people have a crush on.

Well, i don't care, because i started to change myself since 4th grade, you are the second person who rejected me, yes, i got rejected 2 times.

At 4th grade, someone fell inlove with me, he was 2 years older than me, he was fat, ugly, not to mention, stupid.

He confessed, i said yes, why? Because i want to get revenge on boys, i hate boys that time.

1 year past, i broke up with that guy, and i dated another one, and i broke up with him, and i dated another one that i actually love, but he was very badass, so i broke up with him.

I dated someone else, and its my bestfriend, and we broke up, now we're in 6th grade, a new kid just transferred here, and i fell inlove with him, i don't care about you anymore, you're just a big filthy bitch anyways.

After months of having a crush on the new kid, turns out he have the same feelings for me, he confessed and he asked me to be his girlfriend, and of course i said yes.

We're now officially dating, but..he was actually kind of careless, but atleast he is better than you.

What i wanted you to know is...

You're a big filthy bitch, a cocky jerk, and a very high hearted person, and you need to fuck off.

"Fuck you Zeyu"

-The End-

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