A red lilly and art

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3.When he almost had a hope .

Clarice Orsini born on 23 november 1453 in Monterotondo a provinces of Roma . Her parents are Maddalena and Jacopo Orsini an ancient family of the Middle Ages .Lucrezia Medici choose Clarice to marry her son . This way the Medici family will be link with the Vatican and with the Orsini family one of the most powerful family of Roma. Clarice is the nephew of the Cardinal's Latino and Giovanni Battista . She want to become a nun but she will have to marry a man that she doesn't love.

After the lunch Clarice takes the bible and go's to the Vatican to meet her friend Fausto . They sit on the bench close to the entrance of Curia looking at the cardinal's that walk up and down talking .

" How are you miss ? Then you decide to become a nun ?"

"Yes I am very happy for this , and I am going to tell my family about my decision today ."

"Are you sure this is a hard life , you will have to renounce to a family, the love of a husband , you will never have children's ."Says Fausto worried while was stare a Cardinal reading under the portico .

"I like to help people , was lucky to born in a noble family so if I can help ,why not .

"You are right I just want you to be sure , this is a life in solitude without affection , we have only God , some of as doesn't make it ." Says uncertain Fausto going out from the Vatican with Clarice .

They reach together an old building , Clarice without a ward follow Fausto inside .

" Please my lady can you give me a coin , I am hungry , I don't it by days . Clarice give him some coin's , the unlucky man look's at her amazed of her generosity.

" You help the unlucky people here , wonderful , you give them this building to stay worm . This is very beautiful ."

"Yes we try to help them but we are just a few to work here and every day arrived people , we need help so if you want it will be a pleasure to have you here ."

"Tell me how can I help, if yo need I can go outside Roma ."Says Clarice imitated Fausto that was serving to the people food.

" We have building's like this at Frascati , Viterbo ,Monterotondo , Bracciano ." Says Fausto thinking that she will never accept to go far of Roma . He looks behind to see Clarice and he sow her face , she was feeling pain for that people .

I always feel amazed about your love , you understand .This silence that determine the border between my doubt and reality . From here to eternity I will never surrender. Take me from my sad moment's . Take me from dejection ... destroy every think ...ravenous , kill's me moor than poison of desperation . Paralyzes every wish .In all this years I sow the death I sow the blood growing from death body's and I could 't do any think to help. From every corner of this time I search energy that I don't have .I need your comfort because you are God and you will listen to me .She was thinking Clarice suffering . She remain working all day , she forget even to it for lunch .

"If you need I can go in some other place even outside Roma ."

"Why not we need your help ." Says Fausto washing his hand's . " But now is time to go back home ,you work all day . "

She work all day but she doesn't feel tired and now is more persuade than ever to become a nun.

She thinks how lucky she is ,she thinks that she have to help people , she feel happy and in pace .

Clarice says goodbye to her friend and she give him a kiss on the cheek , she did this because nobody is walking on the street . Clarice have a sister and two brother's Aurante , Orso and Rinaldo , they put up each other just because they live together .Orso is doing the military training and Rinaldo he will become archbishop of Florence thanks to Lorenzo .