Beauty from Ashes

Better to Have Loved

Flashback begins...

"Oh. My. God. Right there! Yes! Harder...arrrgghhh! I'm cu-cumming. Ahhh."

"Baby. You're so tight. Your hole is eating my cock. How are you so tight every time I eat you?"

After a couple more thrusts the man flooded his partner's hot passage with his milky white essence. Exhausted, the men collapsed into the bed covered with sweat.

"I love you Steve."

"I love you more Kong."

The warmth of the morning sun flooded the room, illuminating the two men as they lay in bed. Their arms and legs intermingled with one another. Their faces displaying the contentment they both felt. Kongpob was the first to awaken. He smiled as he looked up and saw the face of his lover resting snugly on the pillow. Steve whined a little as Kongpob tried to leave the comfort of their bed.

"Um. Where are you going love?" Steve moaned as he latched onto Kongpob's wrist to hold him in place.

"Babe. You know I must go to work this morning. I need to shower. Somehow I don't think they would appreciate me coming in smelling of sex." Kongpob chuckled as he sat on the side of the bed smiling.

"Just a couple more minutes. Please?"

"I can't." Kongpob leaned over, kissed his lover and disappeared into the bathroom to prepare for his day.

As he exited the bathroom wearing only a towel, drying his hair with a smaller towel. Steve had breakfast waiting for him on the bed with a steaming cup of coffee.

"Thank you, baby. Coffee is life."

"How long will you be at work today?"

"The usual. I should be home right before you have to leave for your new night gig. Speaking of which, when are you going to tell me more about this mysterious gig?"

"You know I can't tell you anything until I have everything settled. For now, I have to keep everything a closely held secret. Even from you, my love. Don't worry. If everything works out, you won't ever have to leave my bed in the morning again. We'll be set for life."

Kongpob just smiled at his beloved. His heart was so full of love for this man, but he also held a dark secret in his heart that would destroy them if his lover ever found out.

"Well then I won't bother you anymore about it. I'll just trust you and patiently wait for your big reveal."

"Trust me, babe. It'll all be worth it."

Kongpob sighed and finished getting ready for work. He picked up his bag, kissed Steve and exited the condo. Startled by a reflection in his car window, he spun around and grabbed the neck of his would-be attacker.

"The fuck? What is wrong with you sneaking up on me like that?"

"What the fuck do you think you're doing? Are you crazy?"

"I can't have this conversation with you right now Nam Soon. What if Steve comes downstairs and sees you?"

"He won't. I'm actually a good agent. You on the other hand..."

"Get in the car asshole."

Kongpob opened the door for Nam Soon and both men entered the car. As the car moved through the streets of Bangkok, a very uncomfortable silence lingered between the two men.

"Go ahead and say what you have to say Nam Soon."

"There's nothing for me to say. You know how fucked up your actions are right now. You know good and damned well that Steve is a criminal. Have you forgotten that you are a decorated, highly-ranked member of an elite corps of the Crime Suppression Unit of the Royal Thai Police?"