Sidnaaz OS

what if !

here is the surprise i was talking about i wanted to update yesterday but my mob was not i a good mood 😂😂 hope you like it ❤️

Ps :ignore mistakes as i haven't done the proof reading today (dil nai kar raha tha😌😂)

sidharth's pov

i was soo sure that she wasn't going anywhere but still I had a fear deep down in my heart that what if she goes what if she never comes back what if she leaves me forever she leaves me like this all alone and then I would never be able to see her I had to act strong in front of her so that she doesn't become week i need to be strong for her he rinituations are already really strong and have proved to be right most of the this this was the first i wanted them to be wrong she was saying since 2 days that she is the one who is going but i kept saying no you can't go baby relax i had confidence on her more than i had on myself but still something was bothering me and that was fear of loosing her
due to that feat i was giving her my full attention my full love i wasn't able to live without her i wanted her to be with me forever I was really angry with her the very last night she was broken and i said a few things that were out of blew and made me guilty afterwards my heart was sinking just by the thought that if she goes today it would be just because of me cuz i choosed paras over her i had my own reasons for that i don't want her to be in finale coz of me i know she is strong enough to reach finale and win the trophy on her behalf but still i was having mix thoughts

i was not able to sleep without her so i told her to come and hug me as she was hurt by my words i took her in my arms and slept peacefully cuz we never know when is the last time

it was morning everyone was asleep i woke up early and saw my angle sleeping peacefully i kissed her cheeks gently and then kissed her forehead her innocent face makes my day beautiful and song played and she woke up i got up from the bed and went to the washroom got fresh and made tea and gave her tea with a kiss as usual
she was angry on paras but was not talking to me she said in anger that she won't talk to anyone once she is out and i said mjh se b nai her ans made me shocked she said no

what if she was meaning it ?

what if she will never talk to me ?

what if she never look back to me ?

what if she gets eliminated today ?

i told her i will always be there for her even if she doesn't want me to
i spreaded my arm to take her close to my heart but she jerked off my hand and said mint nai chahiye yeh moral support (yad hai yeh scene 😂)
i got up and went outside since i wasn't able to control my self more

after some time i took her by her hand and took to the washroom and asked problem kia hai q kar rai aisay meray sath

she answered mein kia kar rai kar to tum rahay acha hai nikal jaon aj tumahara hafta acha guzray ga
i just hugged her intensely and said kabhi nai tumharay begair rehnay ka mein soch b nai sakta mera pal pal guzarana mushkil ho jaye gaa is ghar me

she started sobbing and he cupped her face with her both hands and said

sidharth :i won't let you go

sana :paka naa

sidharth haan baby

sana :mein janay lagon  to mjhy zoor se hug kar  lena pechli dfa kia tarah dhakay mat dena plz
sidharth: nai jaye gi tu

sana snuggled more into him and said hmmm
they both laid on to the washroom bed sana legs on him and hand  intertwined and she was completely clinged onto him

they both were talking randomly when music started and shilpa came

sidharth was extra caring and and possesive throughout the yoga session he even thanked shilpa to give sana as his patner the session went then it was the time when shilpa said you have to gift something special to each other the first thing that came to my mind was my grey shorts( sana's favourite one 😌) i thought it will always make her remember me even though i am not with her
i was literally embarrased to give shorts in front on everybody but i had to do this and i did this she gave me lipstick and i was not shocked at all i cuz i was expecting the same but everyone was shocked k salay de kia rahay hain aik dosray ko 😂 then we took the first pic together our first official pic together and my happiness knew no bounds i was emotional happy at the same time she had tears in her eyes while taking pic 

she was looking extremely beautiful and i was shocked in a positive way 😉to see her like this she had camera beauty he was looking different and i wasn't able to take my eyes off her i just wanted to spend each and every moment with her  here are few beautiful ones

she was down today not feeling well she went to sleep and then i had to spend some time with mahira and arti

then she got up and got ready in white frock little ill fitted but she looked like a princess in that
wkv started as usual
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TO BE CONTINUED.....

most of you were asking me to write more on sidnaaz
so here is another book on them i will wrap it up in 2 or 3 updates hope you liked it  do comment and vote as i will update this one on the basis of your respond nai to i will delete this by tomorrow or discontinue this

Xoxo❤️