The Swan Dive

Bakugou has had enough of deku. He was always there somewhere talking all “kacchan this” and “kacchan that”! He was tired of it and no matter how he yelled at him he never went away. No matter how much he hit him he always came crawling back.
   Bakugou face was red with rage as she kept walking up to the roof in an attempt to loose him but suddenly there he was. Like a shadow. He finally whipped his head around and spoke
   “Deku just leave me alone. I can’t stand you! Your always hanging around me like a stupid shadow. No matter what I say you always follow me! I hate it. You wanna do something for me??”
   Deku always asked how he could help so in this moment of frustration he regretfully yelled
   “Why don’t you go take a swan dive off the roof wh? I’d be much happier that way”
   He finally stopped breathing heavily as he hadn’t breathed the whole entire rant.

Deku's eyes widned as his pupils dilated, he felt his heart sink into his stomach, he was sick of Kacchan pretending like he didn't know him, he hated that his "best friend" was treating him like this, the truth is, he's been contemplating on suicide for a while and now...he had the perfect opportunity.

He lowered his head as tears flowed down his cheeks and onto the floor "If that's what you really want...kacchan" he said with a sad smile and ran to the railing of the rooftop and began to put his feet outside the railings getting ready to end it all, he couldn't take it anymore, the scars Kacchan he had left him all these years, this was it. Deku's hair blew in the wind as he started to lean over for the jump.

He didn’t feel like he regretted his words at first but soon seeing the lost look in Deku eyes. He sat there thinking of what to do. He wouldn’t apologize though I mean he never needed too. Maybe next time he will be nicer? That’s what he said everytime.
    Suddenly he looked up hearing Deku’s words and he was in a state of shock. He didn’t really hear what he said as he was in his own world a minute ago but he knew what was gonna happen.
     “Wait no! Deku stop-“

Deku was over the railing falling but held onto the ledge hearing his words "G-GAH!!" He yelled as he was dangling off the balcony of the building, the broken look in his face, the tears in his eyes, the mental scars, they were all showing, vulnerable and open, he stood there dangling and sobbing.

"K-Kacchan this is what you wanted right?! I'm giving you what you wanted! I'll do it, I'll kill myself I just want you to be happy!" He squealed crying his eyes out. He started to loosen his grip a little ready to let go.

He closed his eyes bracing himself as he started letting go.
Bakugou face was different than any other time with Deku. He looked like he was at a loss for words. He had dashed over as fast as he could seeing Deku’s broken look. He looked down at him and leaned over the edge offering his hand.
   He didn’t really want Deku to die! Why did he say it? Why did he hate him so much? He held his hand out as Deku spoke to him. His words were so desperate.. to make him happy. He growled
   “Tck.... DEKU DONT FUCKING DIE ON ME BASTARD! TAKE MY HAND!”
Deku cried and took his hand holding it tightly sobbing he didnt really wanna die either, he just wanted to make Kacchan happy.

Did he really care about him? He thought holding onto to Kacchans hand still dangling off the building. Until he cried his last tear suddenly, all that was left was a broken look on his and his shaky body but then started crying again still holding on "Im... I'm sorry Kacchan! It's all my fault! I-I just want you to be happy! I want things to be how they were when we were kids! I'm sorry I couldn't be better! I'm sorry I annoy you! I'm sorry Kacchan!" He yelled sobbing looking dead into his ruby red eyes, his voice sounded so sad and sincere.
His heated glare stared him down as he felt him take his hand. In that instant bakugo tightened his grip on his hand as if he were about to fall to. He looked at him and growled
   “Hey! Stop apologizing!! Can’t you see I’m... trying to save you Deku!!”
   He pulled with all his might as he looked behind Deku at the drop. His other hand gripped the rail so he would not drop him. He groaned and yelled
   “HELP ME PULL YOU UP!!!”
He started to crawl up putting his other hand on the ledge and pushing up to help Kacchan lift him back up, when he felt himself being pulled up his sniffles got more faint, the poor sad boy just wanted to fix everything but he didnt know what to do anymore, he just let his childhood "friend" help him.

When he got over the railing safely and unharmed he looked back over it looking at how high it was. He even gagged a little at the sight covering his mouth still shaking before looking up at the person who ruined and...saved his life, he knew he would hate this but he didnt have a choice, he inhaled sharply and ran into the ash blonde boy wrapping his arms around him hugging him tightly before continuing to sob really loudly into the boys chest, he felt awful putting Katsuki through all this just for him but he accepted it.