After He Was Gone (Deep Thoughts)

Cliff Hanger One Shot

Boboiboy Point Of View,

I...I feel empty. This emptiness inside me had haunted me for two years now. There is this part of me which is missing.

That thing, that thing that keeps me going forward. That positivity that keeps me motivated to undergo missions and saving power spheres. That thing that makes me feel happy .

But now, I can't feel it anymore. After that incident happened, I was never like was before. That thing was gone. That part of me was gone. The happiness inside me was gone. The existence of my happiness was gone. Yes, Boboiboy Angin or should I say Boboiboy Taufan, he had disappeared inside me.

Due to a depression that encountered me before, Taufan had become reversed and I had forced myself to destroy him before the one I loved and my other beloved elements get hurt. Eventually, I had eliminated my wind power.

I know that happiness wasn't come from my wind power, it was within me. But after he was gone, it was like that happiness had disappeared along with him.

Although I still have the innocent smile from Thorn and the playful smile from Blaze, it wasn't enough for me to feel happy.

I tried my best to be happy. I tried to convince myself that I can live without him. But that incident was so tragic I can't force myself.

Everyone is concern about me. Everyone had tried to cheer me up. Even my father had come and stayed by my side to help me. But I just can't. All I do was give them a small smile or I just do an expressionless poker face.

This emptiness was really depressing me, but at least it wasn't disturbing my missions.

My other elements. They are working just fine. No effect had triggered to their power watches. It just their feelings are now grieving. Of course, their feelings are just the same as me because I'm the whole Boboiboy of the others.

For them, Taufan was like a brother. A brother was so strong that he never showed anything what was wrong with him. Or maybe he was too strong.

Keeping the sadness inside him and also couldn't feel the happiness from the others because of depress, the wall of happiness around him had started to crack. One crack by another, and sooner or later the wall was shattered revealing the reverse inside him.

He knew he needed to save them before the inner him possessed him completely. Eventually, he destroyed himself. Seeing him faded away with his one last smile, it broke their hearts. Feeling guilty of why they didn't realized it sooner.

The only was left was his message before he faded away,

"Please, I beg you. I'm sorry I couldn't make you smile anymore. I tried my best and I failed. I just wanted to see you guys to be happy again. I'm sorry you have to see me like this. But please just this once, could you smile for me after I was gone?"

He begged them, no the inner me asked me to be happy. I did what I was told. I overcome my depression. I told myself to smile! I found peace but I can't smile. No, I wasn't sad, so do my other elements. Maybe because of this drastic change, my life was not the same anymore.

I don't ask myself to try or fine ways to get myself a hold of the wind power anymore, because I tried to accept the fate.
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Then one day in one of the discussion room in TAPOPS, I heard my father, my friends, Commander Kokoci, Laksmana Tarung and even Captain Kaizo were discussing something. It was something about me.

I wander why they didn't command me to join or... maybe they didn't want me to know.

I pressed some codes and walked in, making the others in the room to startle. Everyone look so surprised that I'm there while I just walked in and stared the main screen, was installing an image of this one blue alien.