Desire

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Is it too much to ask to be loved?

Whoever you are, help me lose myself in you

Let me feel the joy of being desired

Make me forget that anything else exists 

Tell me your secrets and take my pain away 

Until there's nothing left in me but you

Complete me

Run away with me

When everything is burning and falling apart 

Remind me how beautiful the world can be 

Hold my hand and carry me away

Take me where there's no one else 

Where you and I are alone and happy and at peace

Show me that I matter

Kiss me under the stars and tell me you love me

And I  will love you in return 

I will tell you the sweetest things 

Share your pain and remind you everyday how incredible you are 

We'll go on adventures and we'll conquer the world together

Until there's no one left but you and I 

Until there's nothing left but our bond

But it's all just a dream and maybe you don't exist

Or maybe I'll never find you 

It hurts to know but it's okay

Maybe it's better to not open myself up again, to not be vulnerable

I love you but I don't need you

And accepting that is good for me

I feel empty sometimes but I'm still happy I think 

I don't know if I want to be destroyed again.