Finally love brings us back.... (derek hale love story) Book 3

Can love still be an option?

At home....

Somewhere in boston....beacon street

Its like 3 o'clock in the afternoon...I just been here two days and im wanna go back ..for me this is a eternity..this is not my home..doesn't feel like home...I miss them..stiles his sarcasm...scott my wolfie...scary eyes isaac...the bansee lydia...the hunter allison...my body guard the twins...the psycho uncle peter ...uncle my father....derek..my......my what

Ahhhh....this not what I want....there always a option even for love...

Does he miss me...I can find out but then I cant turning offf...our bond ..

Sitting in my room...looking around...everything in my room doesn't belong to me..this is not me...this part of me is gone ..thats him my father..

The good thing he have...when im around ..he dont bother me at all..but like everything ..im always alone..

I want my life back...my room ..my friends...my family...him

I cant deal with this right now...

I left because ...I want some space..I need to heal..but im feeling more hurt than before...

Getting out of my bed...im looking for some running clothes..changed...taking my keys going out and drive....

I need to run...it help me think...

My life doesnt stop not here not now...

Theres is only on place here I can think and run....chestnut hill reservoir...beautiful place..the few one that I like it ..a lot..

There is a big difference from here a city Boston beacon street and there a town.beacon hills..feeling myself out of place....

Parking at the reservoir..For the west area...getting out of my car.. breathing ...exhaling. .looking around...

Putting my earphones listening chrisina perry jar of hearts and start to run..the view is stunning...you can see the boston collage...the trees....nature...freedom....my wolf part need this...

I dont know how long I run...I just stop looking at the lake..sitting in a bench....admiring the sunset...

You know was the worst ..I wasnt alone...

What do you want...I ask without looking at him

Talk to you...paul said

I dont have nothing to talk about especially with you ...I said looking at him

You are the only wolf ..the only one..I know that cant be trace..today you dont gave me any problem at all to find you..what happens with you...paul said woried

And you still work for my dad...thank you...I said sarcastic standing up

For the lat time..I said im sorry...paul said

Im sorry doesnt take away...the pain...the memory....the nightmares...him...I said looking at the lake

Jeannie...I dont know what more can i said to convinced you..paul said

Then dont try...it cant be changed...if happened...I still feel and smell his blood in my hands...I said looking back at him show him my eyes electric blue then back to normal

He was wrong...paul said anger

he was you friend...I said uncomfortable

You said yourself ..he was.. until the moment he hurt you ..he was ..paul said walking at me

Watching him getting closer hes the opposite at derek...

this one is the good guy tipe..caramel ondulate hair...blue eyes..great body...sensual voice..but not like derek not at all...