Friday
7:34 pm
I decided not to go to the party. I just couldn't see his face. These past couple of days I told him I was sick so I didn't have to go to our self defense classes. I wanted this forever. To. Me to hang out with Nick Mara and the rest of the boys and now that it actually came true, I can't face him because of a fucking dream.
"Monique." I said walking downstairs as I seen her walk through the door with a bag.
"Hey." She said as I made my way to the kitchen counter.
"Where did you go?" I asked.
"The mall with my sisters." She said as she put the bag on the counter.
"Oh. Fun. Well what movie are we watching tonight. Mean girls? Nerve? Magic mike." I smirked at her as I wrapped my blanket around my body.
"Um nice try. We are going to Zions party." She said putting away the dishes in the clean rack.
"Um no. I'm "sick" remember?" I said looking at her confused.
"No. Your done doing this Betaneya. Who care if you had a sex dream about the guy! Get over it!" She said wiping down the counters.
"Its not that easy." I said placing my chin on my knee.
"Yes it is. Now go get ready." She said digging in the. Bag and through a shirt at me. I grabbed it from the ground and looked at the top.
"What's this for?" I asked as I seen grey/blue crop top that had a string connected. It was so cute.
"Tonight." She said taking out her shirt and holding up to her doing a little dance. I rolled my eyes and hit her with my shirt as I got up.
"Fineeeee." I whined as I went to my room.
9:54 pm
"Monique!'if your not out here in 2 minutes I'm not going!" I yelled as I banged on her door.
"I'm coming!" She said putting on lip gloss as she walked out her room.
"You always take so damn long." I said walking to the door as i grabbed my keys. I was waiting for Monique to respond like she normally does but it was silent. I turned around and seen her looking me up and down
"What?" I asked confused
"Girl you look hot! Like H.O.T...HOT!" She said.
"Omg! Shut up! Let's go" I laughed.
"Ahhh no! I already ordered an Uber. Your ganna drink tonight." Monique said taking the keys out my hand. I didn't even try to argue, so I just walked out the door with her.
•••
We got out the Uber as we walked towards the guys house.
"I'm nervous." I said stopping from walking up to the door.
"Betaneya, stop stressing bout it." She complained. I whined as she pulled my arm into the house. Again the familiar smells filled our noses, but we've gotten used to it by now.
"Let's start of with a drink." Monique yelled over the music. We went into the kitchen and took two shots.
We leaned up against the counter as we watched everyone dance and pace around the house. I then seen Moniques eyes on zion. I knew she wanted to go talk to him.
"Go." I said.
"What. No. I'm good." She said shaking her head.
"Monique. Just go. I'll be fine." I smiled.
"You sure?" she asked.
"Yes. Go have fun." I chuckled. She gave me a huge smile and danced her way over to Zion. I chuckled as I seen her and Zion dancing together.
"Wow, you look really sick drinking that beer." Nick said coming up behind me. I quickly turned around and stared at him.
"Oh- y-yea- um...I uh-" I stuttered.
"Are you good?" He ask with a smile on his face.
"I-I Um. I have to pee." I said quickly.
"You gotta pee?" He asked.
"Yep. Pee. Yes. I gotta pee." I said quickly putting my drink down and rushing to the bathroom. I quickly closed the door behind me and placed my hands on each side of the sink and looked at myself.
"I gotta pee? Really. I'm dumb." I whispered to myself. I started to pace back and fourth in the bathroom wondering if I should go out there. I forced my self to walk out but as I headed for the stares i walked into nick.
"Betaneya." He said softly.
"Nick. Hey." I said as my stomach turned and nerves filled my Body.
"If your like upset or something can you let me know? You seem off." He said walking at me causing us both in the bathroom.
"N-nick, I just. I'm not upset or anything I jus-" I rambled as I felt myself against the wall.
"Betaneya." He said inches from me.
"Mmmh." I nodded.
"Do I make you nervous?" He asked. My stomach did a full 360 when those words came out
His mouth. I was so nervous right now. Yes! He does make me nervous.
"W-what! No! Hahha! No!" I said knocking down the towel rack as I raised my hands trying to keep calm.I looked down at the broken towel rack.
"O-h. Um I'm sorry. I'll fix it." I said bending down. At this point he was still hovered over me as I tried to fix the towel rack. But I felt his hand grab my wrist and bringing me back up to face him.
"Do I?" He asked seductively. I didn't know what to do he was so fucking hot and he was standing inches away from me. He slowly got closer to every word he said. His print was basically rubbing against me.
"Nick." I let out. But it sounded more like a moan, which I regretted.
"Awh nice to hear you moan my name again." He chuckled. My eyes shot open as he said again.
"W-what do you mean again?" I asked trying to be completely oblivious.
"Don't think I didn't hear you, Betaneya." He smiled as he kissed my cheek and walked out the bathroom.
"Oh fuck."
