My story isn't a lie

009

Third pov.

As Noah locked himself into the bathroom and looking through jacks page he sobbed quietly as jack turned his own secrets around, meanwhile. Jack.

Feeling regret for hurting his ex, got dared to hurt him with his 'darkest secrets' which, Noah never had.

Except that one big secret he has.

Noah soon started to ball his eyes out as Jack kept posting, hate going towards Noah. The door broke down and there he was, Finn. Noah dropped his phone and wrapped his arms around Finn. Finn picked him up and put him on his bed.

Noah went under the blankets and said "I wanna fucking die..." quietly.

But what Noah forgot, was that he told jack what happened that day in his old house with his father.

Noah's pov

I sobbed as I clenched onto Finns hand, my head in his chest. My body in a curled up ball.

I- I need my pills.

I gasped for air as I started to panic, my heart going in a rapid pace. My body temp going high, my palms starting to get sweaty. My body starting to shake from the cold.

My lips quivering, my body curling up into a ball. "F-F-Fin-Finn" I managed to stutter out, "yes my love?" He answered right away. "M-m-my p-p-p-pill-pills" I stuttered out.

He nodded viciously (I'm sorry) and grabbed my pills from the side, he gave me one tablet and water. I put the tablet into my mouth and drank the water. Swallowing the tablet.

I took deep breaths and waited for the pill to kick in, Finn rubbed my back. But it started to get hard to breathe.

I started to turn beet red and I couldn't breathe, I was coughing trying to get the cause of my choking out but I couldn't.

I started to get dizzy and Finn was yelling, but it was as if I was underwater and I couldn't hear what he was saying. I lied down and started to fall asleep. I still couldn't breathe and I was still coughing. But I thought.

'Why fight it?'

So I stopped fighting and suffered a slow death, there was muffled yelling but I couldn't under stand it.

I closed my eyes and it all went dark.

Was this death?

I'm sorry.....

ITS A JOKE!!!!!!

Ok let's continue.

I took deep breaths and waited for the pill to kick in, Finn was rubbing my back and the pill finally kicked in. I sighed and lied down.

(Birth control?🤰🏻)

I snuggled into Finns chest and sighed, he held me close and started to sing and hum.

This reminded me of my mother.

But she was now in a better place, watching me from above and if she were here right now. She'd kick the shot out of jack.

At this thought I started laughing hysterically.

"Why are- why are you laughing?" I heard Finn ask, I didn't answer but I kept laughing. "Noah, why are you laughing?" He asked once more.

A few minutes later

I finally stopped laughing and explained to Finn about what I thought. He laughed as well and we forgot about everything around us. We talked for hours and not even once we budged from our stories. We paid attention to each other and laughed, told inside jokes and forgot about everything.