Sorry bout' the first one, anyways, here the true starting and direction
Parenthesis are for thoughts
(Ugh... another fucking school day..?)
He stands up and gets ready, everything faded around him to dull colors, he didnt really care anymore.Eventually he's at school, where he puts on his scarred and painful mask
Throughout the day he's met with easy tasks that bore him, but many other people think its terribly hard, all he does is sit and wait for the day to end while he plans on murdering a few of them
(Why does this one girl keep talking about her fucking dog... I get it.. its dead.. you will be too someday so why not cry about that now whore..)The day ends with a bus ride home full of annoyances from little kids which he just plans on throwing into a burning fire someday, he sits down and curses at himself for even trying to hang onto the concept of life itself and embrace death fully, he gets on his gaming console to where he actually feels at home for once, everythings started up and he feels better about everything with his friends, after jackassing around for multiple hours he goes to sleep, depressed he can't even stay up longer
Yet hes glad he gets sleep.. cause that's the closest he will get to death..
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Finding Light in the Darkness
RomanceA little story of how I met my girlfriend, HAS DARK STUFF YEAH, suicidal stuff, but in the end it gets better dont worry