Y/N POV
I open my eyes and rays of sun sting them as daylight enters the room. I look around, once they fully open, I realise I'm in a hospital.
"Y/N! Are you ok? Do you know who I am?"- a woman says...it is my aunt... it's like a Deja vu.
"Aunt Mel?"- I say as she gives me a sight of relief.
"Oh thank God...I was afraid...you know.."- she said.
"What happened...?"- I asked.
"They said you fainted, but you stayed like this for a couple of days...your head started hurting and then you lost your senses..."
At this moment, someone enters the room
"Honey, he says he is your friend...do you know him"- my aunt asked as the boy looked at me waiting for an answer.
"It's Yeonjun"- I said clearly and, once again, she gave a sight of relief -"aunt Mel... I'm fine...I didn't lose my memories again..."- I finished.
While I was out, I had dreams...a lot of them...they seemed so real...my mom was there...my dad...my brother..and Jungkook. I get the feeling these my not have been just dreams, but memories. Is it possible? In those 'dreams', my brother gave me a puppy and he named it Pink because it was his favorite color.
"Aunt Mel...did I ever got a puppy from Jin...named Pink..?"- I asked in hopes of a confirmation.
She looked at me with her eyes wide open, dropping her phone on floor, which was in her hand, and stuttered for a bit.
"H-How do y-you know that?.."
"So it happened?"- she nodded her head frenetically and I realised they were not just dreams...they were memories...
This means the dreams I had about Jungkook might have been memories too...but that's not possible...why would he kept that away from all this time?...that would explain how he knew all these things about me...
Suddenly someone bursts into the room, panting as if he just ran a mile to see me. It was Jungkook.
"Y/N... you're awake"- Jungkook said.
Right now, I'm not looking at him with a smile on my face, but with a confused look. Should I trust him...?
He came closer to hold my hand, but I dodged my hand away from him as a reflex of my thoughts.
"When did you first meet me?..."- I asked suspicious as he looked at me with a confused face not knowing what to answer, but knew what I meant. Then my aunt turned to Jungkook.
"Honey, she might have her memory back"- she told him and I heard.
"So it's true...you knew me way before the audition...and you knew me well, didn't you?!...all this time I played the fool...how could you do it?!"
"I-.... I'm sorry, I didn-"
"That picture in your wallet...it was Jin, wasn't it...the guy next to you?....even when I asked...you couldn't tell me the truth?!"- I said in a disappointed and angry tone, not letting him finish.
"Y/N...I was-"
"Get out..."- I demanded. I can't look at him right now...I feel betrayed...and if I'm going to give him a chance to talk, I need to be able to do so... right now, I just can't do that.
"Y/N-"
"I said get out!"- I demanded not giving him a chance to speak.
My aunt was speechless and Yeonjun was clearly confused. I asked for a time alone and lowered myself in the bed thinking about all this. I remembered now.. my family, Jungkook and the person I used to be...very different from where I stand now... all these emotions are hitting me... sadness, anger and even happiness for having now what I've been longing...my past...
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A few days passed and it hasn't been any easier. My head and heart are still a mess. Jungkook keeps sending me messages, but I ignore them. He tries to come to my room, but it's useless, I still can't look at him and every each time I tell him to leave. He sends me notes and I reap them apart. I'm clearly not ready to listen to him.
I hear a knock on my door and it's my friend, Haley.
"Hey, how have you been beautiful?"- she asked as she entered.
"I don't know..."- I answered.
"You should recover fast, the big show is waiting for you"- she said talking about the Christmas show.
"I don't know if I should do it..."
"What do you mean? This is all you ever wanted, to dance and sing on a stage"
"Is it?...I don't really know Haley"
"Is this because of Jungkook?"- She asked, putting aside the possibility of me having an existential crisis.
"Stop it Haley"- I said, clearly not into the conversation. I just want to be alone, but she took it as an offense.
"Why are you talking to me like that? What's wrong? Wait...did Jungkook say anything...? I'm sorry, I didn't-"
"Wait, what?"- I asked confused, not able to see the connection of what Jungkook could've told me in order for her to apologise to me.
"What?"- She repeated me, obviously hiding something.
"What could've Jungkook said for you to apologise...?"
"... nothing..."
"Haley, what are you not telling me?"
After a period of silence, she finally spoke.
"I told him not to tell you who he was..."- she confessed.
"What?! Why would you do that?!"
"I was afraid ok? I was afraid you would get hurt...after the accident...he left you...he left to Seoul. I thought he would call you or give you an explanation at least, but he didn't...he just left without saying a word to you and I thought it would be better for you not to know who he was...I was afraid you would keep researching the past without being unable to move on..."
"He did that...?"
"Yes...for all means I think you shouldn't see him again....he probably didn't even like you that much"
That hurt. Not only because that wasn't what my memory was telling me, but also what I lived recently with him.
"Haley, I don't think you should be the one to decide how they felt about each other"- My aunt said entering the room to give me the medicine.-" Besides...you might not know the real story... Jungkook visited her every single day on the hospital for her to wake up...he told me he wanted to be the one she would see first once she woke up."
My hatred is slowly fading.... should I give him a chance to speak?...
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