You just don't know how I feel
Do you?
Keep it real with you,
I just want to be with you.
I was once told that 2 L's makes a W,
But where's my W at.
Game's almost over, down by two,
I want to take my L back.
They said, "the more Ls I take,
The more Ws, I make."
I guess that was a mistake because there are more Ls,
Only Ls stacked on my plate.
You just don't know how I feel when I see you walk in,
Happy, times ten,
Glad to see you every day and again.
Proud to say that I like this female,
Then I tell a tale of two,
Of me and you too going through hell.
Then I tell people that we made it and we didn't fake it.
While others aren't as strong as us,
Because they lust and we love.
That's why we're together,
Flying above, the rest.
That loved to test our bond,
That will live on so long,
And so right,
Held together by all the love's might.
You just don't know how I feel at all,
Do you?
Heart racing times two,
When I lean in to hug you.
But this is one of those late dark writes,
Under the stars on one of those late dark nights.
Everyone else is asleep,
But I'm still up and deep in thought.
Thinking if the one you're thinking of,
At the same time is thinking of you.
Yeah, they say they care,
But do they match the same feeling as you?
I doubt it,
I highly doubt it.
Somewhere deep, deep, deep down inside is hurting and wanting to shout it.
But what will that prove,
Nothing at all man,
I would hold my tongue,
Keep it to myself, and try again.
I struggle with putting my eggs into one basket,
But I'm stubborn as a mule, I know.
Truth be told, I guess I feel too bold,
So I began to think nothing bad would show.
You just don't know how I feel,
On having to deal with people saying pursuing one person is insane.
They know I'm in to deep,
When they say that I don't think with my brain.
And its true,
My brain is my heart.
And opposed to my brain, I can think and then change,
But my heart clings to something from the start.
When the truth is told to be lies,
All the joy within dies.
Then after it's followed by many tries of your unheard cries,
And these failed tries led to a song that was heard and brought tears to your eyes.
Like Jefferson Airplane's song, you ask yourself;
"Don't you want somebody to love?
Don't you need somebody to love?
Wouldn't you love somebody to love?
You better find somebody to love."
Then back to square one.
I think to myself,"Is this passion,
Or am I too stupid on thinking I can get you."
But it then hit me,
That you just don't know how I feel about you.
