I miss you
When I say that
I miss you more
I'm looking at your photo
But I still miss you
Time is so cruel
I hate us
Now it's hard
To even see each other's faces
It's only winter here
Even in August, winter is here
My heart makes time run
Like a Snowpiercer left alone
I wanna hold your hand
And go to the other side of the earth
To end this winter
How much longing
Has to fall like snow
For the spring days to come?
Friend
Like a small piece
Of dust
That floats in the air
If the flying snow is me
I could
Reach you faster
Snowflakes are falling
Getting farther away
I miss you (I miss you)
I miss you (I miss you)
How much more do I have to wait?
How many more nights do I have to stay up?
Until I can see you? (until I can see you?)
Until I can meet you? (until I can meet you?)
Past the end of this cold winter
Until the spring comes again
Until the flowers bloom again
Stay there a little longer
Stay there
Did you change?
(Did you change?)
Or did I change?
(Or did I change?)
I hate even this moment that is passing
I guess we changed
I guess that's how everything is
Yeah I hate you
Although you left
There hasn't been a day
That I have forgotten you
Honestly, I miss you
But now I'll erase you
Because that will hurt less
Than resenting you
I'm blowing out the cold you
Like smoke, like white smoke
I say that I'm gonna erase you
But actually, I still can't let you go
Snowflakes are falling
Getting farther away
I miss you (I miss you)
I miss you (I miss you)
How much more do I have to wait?
How many more nights do I have to stay up?
Until I can see you? (until I can see you?)
Until I can meet you? (until I can meet you?)
You know it all
You're my best friend
The morning will come again
Because no darkness, no season
Can last forever
Cherry blossoms are blooming
The winter is ending
I miss you (I miss you)
I miss you (I miss you)
If I wait a little longer
If I stay up a few more nights
I'll go see you (I'll go see you)
I'll go pick you up (I'll go pick you up)
Past the end of this cold winter
Until the spring comes again
Until the flowers bloom again
Stay there a little longer
Stay there
I stared blankly at the atmosphere. I've been looking at the seat. Her seat. Oh god, I miss her so much.
"Hyung, it's your day. You shouldn't be sad" Chaeyoung said but still got no reaction from me. "Janggo, all of us miss her. But you can't keep on being like this" Jihyo told me and I stood up.
"Oppa, where are you going?" Mina asked. "Somewhere. There's no need to follow me. I'm fine on my own" I told them and drove my car to her place.
Im Nayeon
1995-20XX
"Nayeon. The hurt is real. I never thought you gonna leave me for real and forever. I've been praying that God will bring you back to me but that'll never happen. Nayeon, it's been 4 years since you left us and me. Don't you know how much I've been hurting down here while you live peacefully up there? I miss everything, your hugs, your warmth, your kisses, everything about you. I never missed your birthday since you left. I celebrated it with tears and breakdown. I can never smile and happy for real after you left. I looked for someone that can replace you but no one could. You're the only one that I need and want in life. Even I cry with blood streamed down my face, you'll never come back . Nayeon, if you hear me, please tell me that you miss me. I-I still love you Nayeon" I said to a gravestone.
"Oh God, please grant me this selfish wish. Let her appear in front of me for one last time" I talked to the sky.
"Jeongyeon, I miss you and love you still" I looked up and saw her in front of me. Thank God for granting this selfish wish. "Why did you leave me when you know I can't live without you?" I talked to the nonexistent her.
"I have to. My time has come. Jeongyeon promise me one thing. Be happy, for me" she told me. "Even if I'm with someone else, I'll never be happy like I'm with you" I told her .
"Jeongyeon, I need to go. This is not my world anymore. Goodbye, I love you forever" she said and disappear.
"NO! NO ! NAYEON! COME BACK! DON'T LEAVE AGAIN! I NEED YOU!" I shouted and fell down on my knees. I cried hard and didn't noticed that the sky is raining. I guess you're crying with me too up there.
I drove my car back to our group home. I throw my car key anywhere it lands and sit down on the couch. All my members are there except for her.
"The hurt is real. I can't let her go. It's killing me inside" I told them. "Hyung, I know it hurts but don't keep being this way. Nayeon noona won't be happy to see you in this kind of state. Please hyung, we are sad to see you like this" Tzuyu told me. I cried and we got in group hug.
I guess it's time to let you go Nayeon. I'll love you forever.
