Cause I'm Yours 》Once Upon A Time (Discontinued)

Five

I'm not Pan's stupid Lost Girl. Being one would mean that I'm a wanderer, that I don't know who I bloody am. That I'm searching for myself. I know who I am. I'm Cassandra Jones, daughter of Killian Jones, aka Captain Hook. My cursed name Jacqueline Gold, adoptive daughter to Mr. Gold, aka Rumplestiltskin or The Dark One. My best friends are Snow White and Prince Charming. My friends, my loved ones, they would consider me as the good guy, the hero. I've done some bad things in my life before I met the Charmings but in reality, I was only doing what I do for survival. I was doing what I was doing in search of Papa. If I could sum myself up in one word. Pirate. I'm a pirate and I bloody love it.

Pan knows this. That little twit has been following me since I left Neverland. I don't understand why if he was the one who let me leave.

If you wanna leave then go. What do I care? Go live your pathetic life. Just don't expect me to come find you when you realize the horrible mistake you've made.

His exact words playing in my head as I watched the fire in front of me. The Lost Boys were shouting and hollering as they danced around it. It was like Pan knew he would win and already organized the party. Yes, I've kept my word and came back after our game but that doesn't mean I'm going to try to find a way out. Find a way off the devil's island and go home. I just feel so stupid in trusting Greg and befriending him. That wanker is going to get his head cut off the moment I return to Storybrooke.

Pan left me alone with the Lost Boys the moment we've returned to his camp. I know he told Felix to make sure I don't go anywhere but I'm not that bloody stupid to try anything. I just need to think, plan things out. Find the right moment to strike before running. I might have to kill a few Lost Boys, but if it means getting away from Pan then so be it.

Where to run after? I can't really go to Tinkerbell, that's the first place Pan would think I would go to. If Tink doesn't see me than she'll have no idea where I am in case Pan tries to torture her. I can't really sail away from Neverland without the mermaid trying to kill me. Sure, he threatened them if any harm comes to me by them, but that wouldn't stop the mermaids. And without a magic bean, I would just be sailing away until the Lost Boys find me. That just leaves to Bae's little cave. Yes, that's where I have to go. I don't even think Pan knows about the place.

"How is Pan's little sparrow doing?" I heard Felix ask as he took a seat next to me.

I glared at the boy. "She's gonna bloody kill you if you call her that again," I sneered.

Felix grinned. "You know, that little sneer isn't a good look on you. You know you're happy to see me again. And what's wrong with me calling you sparrow? If I remember correctly, you used to enjoy it."

"Before you lot became dead to me." The green-eyed devil came to my mind. "Especially, Pan." I heard Felix chuckle which made me raise my brow at him. "Did I say something funny?"

"No, no," he said as he motioned to the dancing Lost Boys. "You seem so sure that you're done with us. Done with them. Done with Pan."

"And where is Pan anyway?" I asked. I smirked at Felix. "Is he making you babysit me? Make sure I don't run away."

"More like to make sure you don't kill any of us while he's gone." He held up his little club. "Even got the ok to hit you over the head with this if needed."

He still didn't answer my question. "Where the bloody hell is Pan?"

"Miss him already? Is his Lost Girl started to get clingy?"

If my glare could kill someone, Felix would be buried six feet under. "Or I'm tired of that wanker playing his disappearing act again."

"Brings up the good times, doesn't it?"