I feel like I should do something
You were all alone there
and still I did not come for you
Maybe if I would,
we would talk
and let everything out
I am done with this!
Done with your behaviour
or is it my behaviour?
Are you scared?
Scared of letting go
and do what you really want?
Am I overthinking again?
Maybe that is the problem!
I think too much!
I have to take this shit
out of my head to free my mind!
I can hear your voice
from where I am sitting...
I can hear you laugh!
Laugh without me...
What were you thinking
those minute's
you were alone?
Did you want me to join you?
Maybe...
But I will never know...
Maybe I could rest my head in your shoulders...
Maybe we could go for a little walk...
Maybe we could just sit there and smile to each other...
There is always this "maybe"
when I write or think!
I hate this
because if you are not certain of something
why are you chasing than?
That is the reason why I did not go to you!
You could give me a sign
or let me know you want my company
but you did not do it
So why should I do it?
Why should I take those few steps?
Either way you are laughing with your friends
so I think you are all right
or maybe you do not...!?
At least I know
you are better right now than I am!
Did you just pass throw me?
Did you even look at me
and did you maybe ask yourself
"what is up with her"?
I cannot read your mind
but I feel something coming from you...
What do you think?
By SolangeRibeiro
