So I borrowed some of this from another story called we'll never fall in love Garraunce. So yeeeeeeah don't flipping judge me. I also borrow some ideas from a book called Running Garraunce and Star of the Show Zanvis. I hope they get updated soon. I really like them and they help me with ideas so yeah. UwU do not flipping judge me.
Garroth's point of view
So I walked up the street. I hadn't thought about him in a while. And even though I admit I loved him. He didn't love me. So yeah. I was just a toy for him. But that all is behind me. Sure I did some stupid shit. But I was young dumb and in love. So yeah. But then I met the brown haired cassanova himself Laurance Zvahl. He just had to be kind and sweet. We became best friends quickly. But I could already tell. That against all odds. Even with my shattered heart. I was falling for him. Another guy that I was falling for. I thought my heart had learned its lesson with him. Guess not. Because I fell hard for Laurance. This was in high school. It died down some. I assumed it was just my heart rebounding. Well. Here we are years later. We live together. We eat together. We do everything in our small friend group. But still together. And I just realized. I never got over him. But. I already ran back to my ex from high school. I regret it. But I am too afraid to leave him. I'm afraid of what he will do. He knows of everything I am a ashamed of. He could tell everyone and provide evidence. I needed a way out. But. I guess I should have told Laurance how I felt in high school. When I was free... And more confident. I act confident... But I'm not. I am worried. What if he finds out I care about Laurance like I do... That would be bad... I guess I am officially trapped... Well... At least I know that I could very well escape the misery he causes me by going to Laurance... Maybe I will get free someday...
Ok guys So I know I didn't give who Garroth is so afraid of. That's bc I am gonna in the next chapter! UwU this was just kinda a in Garroth head moment. Which in the actual chapters will be able to be told apart from normal garroth and out loud thoughts. UwU also I am warning you all this will get very very very bad. There will be abusive habits and not legal habits for Garroth and even vylad and Zane. There will be flashbacks as well to add more background on certain things. And just so you know. I can do how I am doing Garroth well in detail bc it is almost exactly the same as in my head Soooooo. Yeah. Anyway see all you floofballs in the next chapter. (ALSO MY AUNT JUST TOLD ME A MAMA GOAT THAT I KNOW WELL (MY BFF'S GOAT) GAVE BIRTH SO I MAY GET ONE OF THE KIDS! REEEEEEEE)
