Romanticizing or sharing?

Love isn't just a word.

Oh god she's pretty.

With her dyed red-ish hair,

those bright blue eyes.

Her dancing on the bus,

careless of who sees her.

But she couldn't love me.

She hardly remembers who I am.

That sweet anime loving friend.

One who was once my best friend.

We are nothing but aquaintences now.

I wish I could've kissed her.

So many of my relationships fall apart.

Just because I'm to shy to kiss them,

or hold them, or love them.

Because love isn't just a word.

It's not a feeling it's something deeper.

I wish I'd known that before.

Like K and C and M.

Something kinda like ex's i guess.

I wish I could've kept them forever.

I knew I loved them but i couldn't kiss them.

But dang, maybe G will work.

She's perfect in every way.

She taught me how to rebel.

She taught me how to be good and kind.

She taught me lots,

but now she's a girl I see in the hallways.

A girl I wish I still knew.

Because love isn't just a word.