Book 1: My Wolf [#Wattys2014 ] boy x boy

Chapter 4

"Is this the school??" I asked Matthew, as I scan the building in front of me. It is made of bricks with the most ugliest paint I've seen that a building could have. Ugh. It has the color of mud with somewhat yellowish color, oh God it looks like crap. Literally..

The parking lot and the front side is full of kids my age, they are chatting happily with their friends. But they all stop when they saw my ride. Well, that's strange.

Oh, gee. I can't believe it. I am so stupid, I already watch a lot of American teen movies to know what they are thinking. Oh fuck! I'm totally a stupid son of a - I don't have to finish that statement, my dad will go hulk at me if he ever heard me curse my mom, even its true... Ok enough, that is somewhat a long story and its not the right time for that. But God!! I should have told Matthew to drive a more simpler car. This fucking Limo will make me stand out, and base to the kids faces it won't be good.

And to my horror, Matthew open the door for me bowing slightly. Oh wow, like a true gentleman. Fantastic! But base from the smirk in his face, I knew that he's srewing with me.

"Bastard!" I lowly hissed at him, but he just chuckled. The nerve?! But he suddenly become serious.

"Kim, be safe okay." He said with so much intensity and sincerity. I know that he is an asshole sometimes but he's still one of the nicest guy I knew.

"Yea-" but I never finished whatever I'm gonna say because he just drove away without a single glance from me. Rude.

Well, Matthew is always like that no need to think hard about it. He must be in a rush or something. Because he might be my personal body guard but he still needed to do so many things. Feeling eyes on me, I raise my head and I'm surprise that a lot of students eyeing me with so much intensity. It makes me uncomfortable and a little freak out. Ugh..

Then I felt my skin on my back prickle, turning around I've met with the most gorgeous pair of eyes I've ever seen, it belongs to a teenage boy who is older than me by a year or two base on his physique. He is so handsome, with a honey blonde short hair, a gorgeous blue eyes with a hint of green, a high cheek bones, prominent nose and a thin pinkish and sexy lips. He is tall too, probably 6'4 and a lot of muscle but not disgusting to look at. And while I am getting lost with his eyes it never occurred to me that I'm checking him out. I just realized it when someone bump him breaking our weird connection.

I felt my cheeks burned with embarrassment. God, I'm not even gay. But why I'm checking him out? Like some slut who wants to licked the guy?! Well not really licked..., maybe just a nipped.., just a little bit. Oh god, I'm sure he taste really good and with those bulging muscle I really have no doubt..yummm... The heck?!

I just don't think of him like that, right?! No friggin way... But I can't lie to my self. I'm aware of that. The attraction that I felt for him is as clear as crystal, and I would hate myself if I denied that. Ugh.. Its so messed up.

But clearly the guy is not gay. He would never feel the same way. Oh man, first person that I ended up liking is someone who can never reciprocate my feelings. How depressing..

With my mind filled with depressing thoughts, I don't realize that its my last subject already. My mind is almost numb with so much thinking that I can't even answer Matthew when he greeted me. He gave me a concerned look but I just shook my head at him. With a sigh he left me be as we drove away.