PORNSTAR

10: Saved

WARNING!: Assault is in this chapter so if you are sensitive to that please click away! Thank you!!

Taehyung pov

After the shoot I was exhausted as usual. I cleaned myself off and changed into my regular clothes, which happened to be baby blue skinny jeans and a pink sweater. The sweater was a little big since it was Jackson's originally but it's okay I like em big. Yes that pun was intended

As I walked out of the changing room I realized that only Jackson was left in the room. He was sitting on the couch and he had his head in his phone. I sigh, my god is he lazy. I walked over to him and sat next to him. He looked up at me and proceeded to look back at his phone. I huffed.

"Jackson..." I snuggled closer to him. "Can we cuddle? We never do it anyone" I said as I looked down sadly. I could feel his eyes on me after I said that. "Why me Tae? Was me fucking you not enough?" He said coldly. I flinched, he's never talked to me like that.

"What's wrong? A-Are you tired of me?" shakily those words came out. Jackson's the only one I have and the only one I'm allowed to have a relationship with. If he doesn't like me as much as I like him then I'll be lonely. I can't date anyone else or I'll lose my job. All these thoughts kept running through my head as I waited for his response

"No baby it isn't like that I just.." he looked up at me with frustration and confusion. What was he thinking? "What Jackson? What is it?" I was getting impatient. Why is he acting this way? Was it something I did? So many questions I had and no answers were being given.

"God Tae you're beautiful" he said so quiet as if it was a whisper. He leaned in and put his lips against mine. I was shocked but I closed my eyes as our lips molded together and I didn't want this to end. Never. Without breaking the kiss I slowly moved to his lap and he strattled me. Rubbing my thighs slowly which turned me on a little.

I ran my fingers through his hair as he explored my mouth. I Moaned and pulled away. Panting for air and I looked into his eyes. "Jackson..." I said with need and love. Wanting him to just take me away and hold me forever. I put his hand on the side of my face. Rubbing it slightly with his thumb "shhhh.." he hummed

He just starred at me for awhile and I starred back. Loving this moment, my heart was pounding a rhythm I've never felt before. Was this love? I saw Jackson's expression changed as he pushed me off him and stood up, brushing off his jacket as he looked back at me. "We can't do this Tae" he said with pain. "As much as I want to" he whispered. I didn't hear it

"What? No no we can!" I stood up quickly as I grabbed his jacket sleeve. "Jackson please.." I said as I looked down, feeling tears form. My grip loosed as he shook me off him and quickly walked out. As I hear the door close I felt so betrayed and confused. Jackson and I had always been in an unofficial relationship..why was it suddenly ending now?

I just stood there and cried silently. Tugging his sweater tightly while blaming myself. It's all my fault. It must be, why else would he leave so suddenly? I groaned in frustration and I walked over to the couch and laid down. I just need a nap right now. I closed my eyes thinking of Jackson as I fell asleep.

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As I woke up I realized it was way darker then when I first went to sleep. I slowly opened my eyes and looked outside at the window next to the couch. It was nighttime. I suddenly felt anxiety as I sat up nervously. I sigh and closed my eyes "Baekhyun is gonna kill me..."

"Who's Baekhyung?" I yelped in surprised and opened my eyes to revile Jungkook standing in the doorway starring at me. I suddenly felt less threatened, it was just him. He walked in my direction. "None of your business Jungkook" I spat.