Did You Really Save Me

Chapter Sixty-One

Kyungsoo POV

Today was the day that they are waking my mother and I am scared shitless. We haven't left for the hospital yet and I have been pacing the lounge room for about an hour. "Kyungsoo can you stop pacing please?" Jongin says from his spot on the couch, "you're making me dizzy." I look over, "sorry Jongin. I'm just nervous." I say with an uncertain smile on my face, "everything will be fine Soo." Minseok walks into the room and slings an arm around my shoulders, pulling me into a side hug. "We're all here for you."

I sigh and sag into his arms, "thank you." Minseok leads me over to the couch and I drop down onto it. My head falls into my hands, "this is all my fault." I mumble in distress, Jongin scoots over and rubs my back. "No it's not Soo, you never intended for her to get hurt." "But she did," I weep softly. All of a sudden everything came crashing down, what had actually happened that day, had finally sunk in. Jongin holds me as I cry softly. 

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We pull up at the hospital and my face pales, "I don't want to do this anymore" I mutter scaredly. The members look at me worriedly, "cmon Soo," Sehun starts. "You need to be strong for her Kyungsoo." He finishes, I look up at him. "I-I just can't, all I can think of is that I was the one that got her here and I was the one that caused this." "No-one blames you responsible, it was your disgusting and undeserving of the title father." Jongdae hops into the conversation. "We are all here for you Kyung, don't forget that." Luhan reminds me, I feel guilty knowing all the times they have reminded me yet I still forget. 

"Well, it's about time we go in. You ready Soo?" Yixing questions softly, knowing the upset mood I am in. "I guess, let's just get it over and done with," I say with lot's of sad emotion in my voice. They all look at each other worried for me but I ignore them and walk into the hospital. 

"Ah, Do Kyungsoo here for the waking up of my mother Do Misung." The receptionist clicks around on her computer and looks back up, "yep, make your way to the room she is staying in at the moment. She'll be glad to see you when she wakes up." She smiles up at me, and I just half-smile back.  

We make our way down the hallway to her room and I stop and stare at the door not going in, just staring at like it was going to do something. "Is something wrong Kyungsoo?" Zitao asked, "someone was here." Was all I replied before I rushed into the room, the others following right behind me. I stare at my mother in worry but thankfully she isn't hurt. The others start to look around the room to see if anything had changed, things being taken or added was their main worry.