YOU
tears fall down my cheeks as i stare up at my blank ceiling, wondering if what i said was a mistake. i didn't mean to hurt jaeden, but i don't know, i guess he's acting like he loves me, but i can tell he doesn't. i don't necessarily know why he doesn't, but that's what i was trying to figure out. maybe he was still in love with lilia, his ex girlfriend. it's definitely a reach but it's still a possibility. i got out of bed and walked into my bathroom, looking at myself in the mirror. my eyes were all ready and puffy, my hair was a mess, not to mention my tear stained cheeks. "was i not gonna enough?" i mumble to myself before walking over to the shower, turning it on. maybe a long hot shower will help me feel better. i stepped out of the shower and threw on a pair of shorts and a hoodie that belonged to a certain someone. i know it's not the best idea to be wearing this but it was comfortable.
JAEDEN
the cast insisted on staying with me, but i told them i just wanna be alone right now. her words get repeating themselves, over and over again, "like we're in love" i feel the tears start to fall from my eyes again, wondering what the hell went wrong. i kept trying to think of what could've went wrong, but i cant. i mean we were in love, scratch that, i loved her, i still do love her. i grabbed my phone and went straight to my camera roll and into the photo album named "me and y/n❤️" i scrolled through all the pictures and videos until i got to one certain video.
FLASHBACK
"so today i'm gonna be surprising my boyfriend, jaeden on set. i haven't seen him in almost a month so i thought now would be the perfect opportunity." y/n said to the camera
TIME SKIP
"okay so i'm here with finn who's gonna help me record." y/n said. y/n saw jaeden talking to the director, andy. "nows the perfect time." y/n said to the camera. she quickly ran up to him and wrapped her arms around him, tightly. "y/n!" jaeden said while quickly turning around to hug her back. "wha- how?!" he asked "what do you mean?" she asked laughing. "how did you get here?" he asked "i missed you." she said. a big smile was plastered onto the both of their faces, before jaeden leaned in and planted a kiss onto y/n's lips. than the video stopped.
PRESENT TIME
i was full on sobbing now, i go into my contacts, searching for y/n's. i miss you i sent, not even five seconds later she read the text but didn't respond. y/n, please i typed. again, she read it. since y/n only lived down the street, i quickly got out of bed and threw on a hoodie and walked out the door. i needed to talk to her wether she liked it or not. she's more than likely gonna slam the door in my face and than i'll be on my way back home, trying to forget this every happened. two more houses to go a voice in my head said. i started to get anxious. i approaches her house before taking a deep breath and walking to the porch stairs. i brought my hand up and knocked lightly a few times, before she opened the door. her eyes were red and puffy, and her cheeks were stained from her tears. "y/n" i said softly, she looked at me and furrowed her brows, "what are you doing here?" she asked "i- we- we need to talk." i said "i don't want to" she said "y/n, please." i said. "i'm only letting you in because it's cold and rainy." she said opening the door so i could walk in. "follow me." she said walking up the stairs. jaeden followed behind her and sat across from each other on y/n's bed. "i'm sorry." jaeden said softly, "why are you apologizing? it's my fault." y/n said. "y-y/n, d-do you love me?" he asked "yes." y/n said while bringing her eyes up to jaedens where they both stared at each other's. "than why did you say all that stuff earlier?" he asked "i- i guess sometimes i get insecure, you know? like y-your still in love with lilia." y/n said. jaeden took her hands into his, softly rubbing them, "y/n i'm not in love with lilia, at all. i love you. you have nothing to worry about, i promise." he said before placing a kiss on her forehead. y/n laid in jaedens arms before they both mumbled out an "i love you."
