Why was it me? (Jaiden x Fem. Reader) DISCONTINUED

Wait, A Song?

(I Drew The Picture Above. Btw all my authors notes will look like this)

-Timeskip to a few days later-

-Jaiden's POV-

I finally posted it. The art style I have got picked up by YN fairly quickly. That should help. Yes, if your wondering we did have meal breaks. Instantly I started getting views and comments. Dave, or BoyinaBand on YouTube, DMed me, asking if I wanted to make a music video. (I'm sorry I'm speeding up the process of all this. I'm sorry!) I said yes. I went in to tell YN about it. Again, she was talking to Ari. "Hey Jaiden. Need something?" She asked. "I'm making a video with Dave. When he comes over, what do you want to say you are?" She asked. "Supervisor. I make sure everything's going to happen in a timely manner." She said. "You've thought about this already." I stated. "No, I just stated what I already do." She said, laughing.

-YN's POV-

-Timeskip to the next day-

Dave came over. I mainly stayed out of the way. Dave hadn't even seen me yet, and Jaiden just kinda talked with Dave. "Hey, where's Ari? I heard the little guy earlier." He asked. "He's in the other room with my Supervisor." Jaiden responded. Dave walked into my room. "Hi. I was just talking to Ari. He can come in with you guys if you want. As long as the little guy stays quiet." I said. I chirped to Ari and he chirped back. Ari flew to Jaiden's room and Dave walked in there as well. I snuck to the open door. "Just because you know your colorblind doesn't mean you can see the colors. "Fine! I admit I'm addicted! But the hunger feels good how do I quit this?! I know I can die I see the statistics! But the voice is with me through thick and thin." I hear Jaiden sing. I walk back into my room. I start animating my starter for my channel. I hear Jaiden tell Dave she's done recording for the day and he should go ahead and go to his hotel. Dave leaves and I lock my door. "It's your fault" Something told me. "What? What do you mean?" I mutter aloud. "It's your fault she had her eating disorder. She didn't even know you and you caused it." The voice said. No! I-its not true! Is it... I started to second guess myself. Maybe I shouldn't eat. I'm to confused and hurt to right now. I think. I go down. I had helped Jaiden with her eating disorder and she was back in the groove. I came downstairs to see she had made some burritos for us. "Sorry Jai. I'm not that hungry." I tell her and come upstairs. I licked the door to my room. I had heard her whole song, so I decided I'd give it a shot to sing it. (BoyinaBand part) (Jaiden part) (Both)

Mirror mirror on the wall, yeah
Tunnel vision on flaws
In the scale of things it's unimportant
So no talking, but it's still an intrusive thought
Tried heard to correct it, yeah
But nothing was effective, uh
No one else seemed so obsessed with it
Things were desperate til' the voice crept in
"I can help you, trust me, your ready."
It's seemed dangerous
But it said to have faith in it
"The secret is to just be Empty"
Didn't know if it was wise to listen, but
What could it hurt to try?

At first it was working
But then things were emerging
Cracked lips and tired eyes
I'm hungry with no appetite
I'm shivering and shaking and I tell myself it's fine, but,
You can't fool your body, you can only fool your mind, yeah
Empty!
I just need to be empty
Hide from anyone who'll prevent me
Just fill up on water and shame
'No I'm not hungry, I just ate.'
I developed a taste for this
Endure the never ending ache
Convince myself I'm in control and it's not
All the voice that makes me sick

Inside it's empty em-em-empty
I know, I know it's wrong
I'm looking, but I can't see myself!
Inside it's empty em-em-empty
I know it's wrong
But it's so hard to stop it alone!

It's been getting even worse
All the days begin to merge, yeah
Just a blurry haze and now it's
Almost second nature to ignore the urges
Can't trust my own nature
Every calorie a failure
Gotta push the intake down everyday
Cause the voice comes back to say
"You want to eat? Bite your tongue."
Don't wanna stay an embarrassment
Just have to stomach it
"They don't know what you want."
A tug of war against common sense
Don't wanna believe that I've overstepped-

But it's so overwhelming
And I hope no one can tell
Cause the numbers keep decreasing
This ordeal is becoming routine, check
Arms, back, neck, thighs
Suck it in and pinch my sides
The scales are betraying me
The mirror is a lie, yeah
Numbers!
It all comes down to numbers
I know it's wrong but
Just because you know your colorblind Doesn't mean you can see the colors
Fine, i admit I'm addicted
But the hunger feels good, how do I quit this
I know I could die, I've seen the statistics
But the voice is with me through thick and thin-

I get cut off by a little squawk from Ari. I see that Ari recorded me singing and had sent it to Jaiden. "Ari! Bad bird! How did you get in here anyways?!" I yell. The bird points to the door. "Guess I didn't lock it. I hope Jai didn't hear." I grumble.