I woke up to the creaking sound of my hospital door opening. I first looked at the window because I fell asleep facing the right, and then I glanced over at the figure that was walking into the room. it took me a few minutes to realise that the figure that walked in was Zayn.
"It's about time you woke up. I was scared that you went into a coma again because it's 13:00." Zayn had a hint of sadness in his voice. I wanted to say that I was sorry and it won't happen again. Did you see the key word 'wanted' ? There's two things wrong with that.
One being that I didn't like the word sorry. Sorry is just another word that is said and not meant. You have to actually prove that you are sorry. 'Actions speak louder than words.' A great person once said.
The other thing was that I wasn't sure whether it would happen or not. I wish I could look into the future, but sadly, I cant. I can't control my subconscious when I'm sleeping, it's not possible. Well, except for the few people who can Lucid dream, but even that is hard to accomplish.
"I didn't mean to sleep that long." I told him sincerely. I probably had sadness in my eyes, and hopefully he saw them, but he was looking down. It looked like he was about to say something, but before he could get it out, the door opened and the rest of the guys came in.
"Karma how are you feeling?" Liam had a look of concern all over his face. it made me feel that they actually cared for--- I instantly got a memory.---
'Mom and Dad, please don't go! I need you!' I pleadingly said to my parents as they were about to walk out of the door.
'We're sorry, sweetie but we will be back, I promise.' I didn't trust them because what if they never came back? What if they died? I wouldn't know what to do if that ever happened. Once I heard the car door slam shut, I realised I spaced out for too long.
After a few minutes of waiting for them to leave, they finally backed out of the driveway. But once that happened a semi came speeding down the road.
I started screaming for the semi to stop, but because our road was a semi zone and they were loud, the semi didn't pay attention to me.
Then it happened... like it was all in slow motion, once my parents got into drive, the truck started to honk his horn, but they had the radio up too loud to listen for the weather channel. The semi smashed into them head on and rammed them into a tree, and smudging them like a sandwhich.
I ran out of the house screaming for my parents to be alive, but I knew they were dead. Semis don't instantly stop, and with the speed he was going it would have to take him about a quarter of a mile to start to stop.
Once I reached the car I screamed louder---
I came back to Louis and Zayn here shouting for me to stop, but I couldn't stop screaming. I had a memory of my parents dying, and the bad thing was, this had already happened before, and I didn't know how to deal with it now.I started sobbing once the screams died down. They both looked at me with confused looks asking why I was screaming before.
The next words I said changed the looks on their faces forever,
"I had memory of my parents dying, right before my eyes." I looked at them and starting crying harder. They came to my side and hugged me and saying soothing words to calm me down, but it wasn't happening. I saw my parents die, again. I was crushed knowing that my parents died and I didn't even remember what time that was.
I looked around the room with my tear filled eyes to notice that Harry, Niall, and Liam was gone. That's odd.
"W-where's Liam, Harry, and Niall?" Oh laddy, I better stop the stuttering, but off that topic, I need to focus on something more important.
"Harry doesn't like girls screaming, so he went to go get a doctor. He should be back in a few minutes though, so don't worry." That cleared where Harry went, but what about Niall and Liam?
"If your wondering where Niall and Liam went, then they are out getting food. Niall started to complaint before you had a memory relapse, so they don't know it happened." Louis said, huh, I didn't know that Niall could eat a lot. He seems like the guy who would eat, then run it off later. I'll have to ask him later, I guess. I was about to answer when Harry came in with a nurse. She looked like a nice old lady, but I won't judge because the look on her face seemed like she would rather be home watching her grand kids other then being at this hospital.
"My name is Mrs. Julia. Now what happened, honey?" That attitude though! I thought she was nice, but apparently the look on her face matched her mood.
"Look, I know you would rather be home watching your grand kids, but I have amnesia and can't remember anything except my name, and now my dead parents that got hit by a semi. I hardly know these guys in the room for heavens sake. I'm just asking to be respectful to people you don't even know. Okay?"
I didn't mean to be a conceited b itc h, but I was tired of it. Mrs. Julia didn't even know what happened, and when I told her I have amnesia her look instantly went sad, but what made her face look even more sad was the fact that I remembered that my parents died.
"I'm very sorry, sweetie. My apologies. Did you happen to scream while having that memory happen again? I heard you scream halfway down the hall."
Was I screaming that loud, and no one came rushing in? No doctors came to check up on me? Wow, what a great hospital this is.
"Yes that was, and I was wondering how to control it?" I was curious if there was a way of controlling the screams or the memories of course.
"The best thing that we can say to help you, is to eat nuts, preferably walnuts and almonds. They help the unique properties that promote brain functioning.
"You could also try, with the almonds, is you get a handful, soak them in water each night and peel them before eating. They help strengthen brain function. If those don't work then come get me again and I will be glad to print you off a sheet of what you can do, alright?"
Well I don't that that those will help me, but I will give it a try. I looked over to the guys and Harry looked like he was about to burst from laughing, and Louis is looking like he is about to scold him. They actually treat each other like brothers. You would think, that if you walked up to them, that they would all be from the same family, but no, this is what true friendship is.
"I'll try the almonds. Thank you." I smiled at her. It's good seeing that I changed her attitude, but not in a bad way. She will probably not judge people from now on, and if I didn't say anything, she probably still will be judging people.
"Hey Karma, that was a good thing you did back there." I looked over to Zayn who had a smile on his face. That smile made me happy.
"It was wasn't it? Now Harry, why did it look like you were about to burst out laughing?" I playfully scolded him. Hoping that he wasn't about to say what I think he was about to say.
"It's cause she said nuts." He looked at me in mock sacredness, but I bursts out laughing instead because he read my mind.
"HARRY EDWARD STYLES!" Now that time it wasn't me. That was Liam, well it looks like Harry is in for it. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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Amnesia (1.D.)
FanfictionWhere am I? I suddenly don't remember anything. Nothing about who my parents are, my name, nothing. The only thing I remember last is seeing these 5 men rush me into a car. All I actually do know is that my name is Karma, or is it? Karma...