Her (a Shawn Mendes fan fic)

Chapter 9

Taylor's POV~
Shawn asked me a question I never thought he would ask. "Taylor Josephine Lawley will you do me the great honors and be my gorgeous girlfriend?" Shawn asked me to be his girlfriend. SHAWN MENDES WANTS ME TO BE HIS GIRLFRIEND!! I didn't trust my voice so I just kissed him, I kissed him hard but yet sweet and he kidded back. I pulled away after like 10 minutes of making out. "Boyfriend I think we should start heading home." I said to him while smiling big. I hopped into the drivers seat, and started the car. After about 5 minutes of driving I pulled into the driveway. "Hay Shawn when are we gonna tell the?" I asked Shawn because I don't know how long I can keep this a secret. "Now? If that's okay with you" "perfect" I said and than kissed him. When we walked inside everyone was home and Cam, Nash, Acacia, Jarred, and Lia were all there. "FAMILY MEETING IN THE LIVING ROOM RIGHT NOW EVERYONE ELSE TOO!" I screamed once k got inside the door. "TAYLORRRR" I heard a voice scream and than someone jump on me back and start kissing my cheek. The only person who's ever done that was.... "HAYESSSSS" I practically screamed I meant to yell tho whoops. "Hayes please get off my back now we need to talk to everyone" I said and he got off cause he knew I was being dead serious. "Okay everyone we need to tell you something." I said while pulling Shawn off the couch. "Girl don't tell me he's prego" Jenn being Jenn said. "Hell to the no!" Shawn screamed. "Than what's so important? we would like to eat pizza" Andrea said wile sitting on Kians lap. "Kian please don't kill me or Shawn or get mad okay?" He looked scared now... Shit I said that wrong. "Kian everybody this is my new boyfriends Shawn Mendes" I said while hugging Shawn. "Your new what now" Kian said with a tone he knows I hate "boyfriend" Shawn said because he could tell I'm scared. Kian set Andrea to the side of him and stood up likely 2feet away from us. "So your telling me you guys just met and your already dating. What the hell Taylor. You only know a little about him and your already sucking faces! I can't even look at you now" he said practically yelling. I felt a tear fall down my face. "Do you know what Kian everyone here knows more about me than my own brother does! Shawn know about mom and dad and everything else in my life. He know about that night you got drunk and what you did. HE KNOWS MORE THAN YOU EVER FUCKING WILL!! Cameron knows more, Hayes knows more, Connor knows more, EVEN NASH KNOWS MORE!!! Everyone knows more about me kian, you just never pay attention to me anymore ever since you started O2L. I'm not saying I don't love the guys but kian it changed you kian it really did." I said now crying my eyes out. "Taylor I'm so sorry I didn't kn......" I cut him off " Kian I don't wanna hear it goodbye" I said and walked out of the house and ran down to the river where Shawn first took me. I heard everyone running after me and screaming for me but I don't wanna talk to them. But when Shawn caught up to me he stopped in front of me and hugged me. He sat down sitting me on his lap. "Taylor don't listen to anything people say that makes you feel bad. I don't care if kian doesn't Approve of us it shouldn't even matter to him, as long as your happy he should be happy but if he's not than forget about him. My number one job right now is to make sure your happy and to keep your safe. As long as I'm doing that it should all be okay. I know Kian is your brother and has been there since day 1 but I'm here now. Taylor Josephine Lawley I love you, and I know love is just a shout in the void and oblivion is en edible but I am in love with you."(see what I did TFIOS I'm in love with that movie) "Shawn I'm in love with you. I have loved you ever since your first cover till the end of time. I love you too Shawn" I said to him we heard clapping. I looked around and saw everyone standing there, the girls had tears in their eyes and so did kian. For get them I just kissed Shawn passionately and he kissed back. He was right as long as I'm happy I shouldn't care what Kian thinks, Shawn makes me feel loved. "Taylor I'm sorry about everything I've done to hurt you. I didn't know I hurt you that bad, and Shawn's right. If your happy I should be happy for you. I just don't want to lose you too, honestly i miss calling someone mom and dad, I miss being called sweetie by mom. I miss them and think of them all the time. I don't want to lose you like I lost them." Kian said with tears in his eyes. I had to jump up and jump in his arms. "I miss mommy and daddy too but I have you, Shawn, Andrea, Jenn, Trevor, Connor, ricky, JC, Sam, Cameron, Hayes, Aaliyah, And Nash and you guys are my family but I wish I could at least see mom and dad. Kian I sorry if I hurt you in any way. I love you Kian Robert Lawley!" I said to him in tears. He was still holding my in the air while hugging me.

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Damn this was a long chapter. What did you think???
Well bye loves💙💛