I sat their in my blood puddle wondering if this was really it for the rest of my life . I tried getting up but I yelp in pain instead but I tried over and over again . I heard the door make a sound , my heart started to race at the idea it could be Luke . It was James .
"Let me help you " he said walking towards me , I never felt so much rage.
He reach up to my arms to pick me up and I pushed him off
"Get the fuck off me , you basically did this too!"
"How " he said
"The fuck do you you mean how !! Your just as guilty as him for not helping me " I shouted
"No one told you slam a lamp into his head " he yelled
"Huh..wow so I guess I'd should have let him rape me instead right "
"...I just ... let me help you "
"No screw you , you could have helped me along time ago . But no you're a coward , you're his bitch right is that it , I don't want your help , I said as tears started to form
"Come on he said "
He started to reach for me but I fought him pushing him off
"Stop get offf "I said punching him very weakly in his chest . Eventually I stoped fighting ,I was already weak anyways. He carried me bridle style out of Luke's office or whatever it was . He led me to the bathtub and turned on the water waiting for it to get warm . I still had my bra and panties on and he put me in the water .
I started to hiss at the pain of the water entering my wounds . Soon the water changed colors . He took a sponge and started to cleanse my wounds . It hurted so bad . After awhile he left and said he would be back in 20 min and to clean the rest of my body . I guessing he means my chest and my private areas , I do so . He came back and dressed me in pajamas and pick me up to my bed . I laid in the bed on my side . I realized he hasn't exited the room yet , we made eye contact . "I'm going to wait til you are sound asleep " he said
I wanted to cry so bad for once in a while it felt like someone cared about me and I know now James will never help me but this feeling it felt ... good .
He came on the other side of the bed and laid next to me holding me . And for some reason I lost it , I had let loose everything I've been holding in I started to cry more like whimper at first from trying to keep it in . When I let it all go and started to pour my tears out he held me tighter. My eyes soon stared to shut as I started to head off to a deep slumber this was the first time in a while since I went to sleep peacefully . I don't know maybe James will help me I don't really know about the rest they don't even talk much but maybe I can get them too I said before closing my eyes completely
