Definitely maybe? Yes..No?

Chapter 1

I guess I should start at the beginning..

My name is Jacqueline and I'm everything your not. Conceited much? Yeah, I know. And quite honestly I don't really care. I have everything and everyone I need. So I don't really care what people think about me.

I wasn't always like this though. In 7th grade I went to fat camp, and got laughed at because I stole all the food from the kitchen.. So I wasn't the sneakiest little chub back then. So what? After that year I vowed to change myself. For the better, or worse..

My parents had always had money, because... Well I don't really know why. We were just fortunate enough to. So buying a wardrobe was easy. Then the next part was grueling; getting in shape. You're talking about the girl who could hide multiple twinkles under her fat rolls. People would have guessed that I would grow up to he obese. Little did they know that I had the best trainer money could buy.

By sophomore year I was a size 2. I made friends, had great parties, started dating and everything. I'm sure you could guess it, but I was popular. Before then I didn't even have friends and I was constantly teased, and tormented. Then blossoming into someone with actual friends and a life was a dream come true. So as you see, no wonder I'm overly confident. I deserve to be... Right?

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My senior came and went in a blurr. The last thing I rememeber is going to a back to school party and getting so drunk that I couldn't possibly drive home. I couldn't find my friends, and so I just decided to walk home. It's not like I live in the ghetto, so I wasn't worried about being "jumped" or whatever they called it.

But little did I know, someone had it out for me. They wanted me dead.. I don't know why? I mean, everybody loved me.

Suddenly Someone came up from behind me, covered up my month and I assumed choked me to death. I don't know what happened. The memory of it just disappeared so easily.

I can see my body though! so maybe im not dead? maybe im just in a coma. doctors always say that your soul can wonder to various places when your jn a different state of mind. everyone around me just passes by and doesn't even care to look depressed or Solomon. No one cares that Im in a coma... Wait, wwhhhattt?! Where are my friends? Their probably somewhere crying and can't be seen because their so upsett. Yeah that has to be it. I'll thank them once I'm out of this dumb trance or whatever super smart people call it...

"12:16 time of death. Call the parents" those words shattered in my ears. I couldn't be dead. I could see and hear everything going on around me. There must be a mistake. I'm to young and beautiful to die..