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Just Pretend

Kastuki pov.

  I was sitting in Mr. Aizowas class when my phone started buzzing I whipped my phone out to see my doctor was calling me. I didn't bother to ask if I could take my leave to answer I just got up to answer the call.
  "Bakugo Id like you to sit back down" Aizowa looked at me.
He was the only one that knew about my sickness. I just pointed to my hair and stepped out. He'd figure it out. Although every seemed surprised I didn't tell some nasty come back. I closed to door and answered.
"Hello Dr. Ichijo...." I started pacing.
"I think I've figured out how to start getting pigment in your hair"
"Really?"
"Yes it's a medicine but you'll need to take some large doses"
"What of it?"
"It will take a lot of energy from you so you should only take it before bed"
"Oh ok, I'll pick it up after the support group on friday"
  With that I hung up and went into the classroom. Almost everyone looked my way. I mustered up the last of what I could handle and yelled. "WHAT ARE YOU GUYS LOOKIN AT!?" They all looked away again and got back to what they were doing. Honestly this act is tiring me out. Me and Aizowa talk some and sometimes he gives me rides to my support group that I was forced to join. He knows I don't like yelling at all. I looked over at him and he nodded. I walked over to him. I looked around to make sure no one was listening,
"I'm starting the new medicine soon"
"That's good, but the whole anger act seems to be tiring you"
People say he almost always just sleeps but Aizowa truly does care about us. I managed to shrugg and walk back to my seat, I noticed peppermint was staring.
"Oi peppermint watcha looking at?" I noticed he had his eyes fixed on my hair.
"Oh nothi mg sorry to be a bother" he looked back at his textbook. But for some reason I didn't want him to, I wanted to talk to him. No, no I just like the idea of someone talking to me I hate that half n half bastard!
After a while the bell rung indicating to go to our dorms. I waited for everyone to leave then I stood up and slowly walked to my dorm. It was finally my last year of high school and then I'd go off in collage courses at this school. See this school is half high school half collage. Instead of going to my dorm I headed to the school garden, whenever I needed to cool down I just sit in the flowers for a hour or so. But before I knew it an hour turned into two and two turned into four. I didn't want to get up it smelled nice.
I opened my eyes to see the sun hanging in the sky with the clouds. All was calm as I held a sunflower in my hand until I heard footsteps. I shot up and saw half n half planting flowers. So he's the one who runs the garden.... I then remembered I have to put on my act.
"Tch what're you doing here!" I growled.
He looked at me and set the tan flowers down.
"Kastuki you know I see right through your act" he sat criss cross.
Fuck. "I don't know what your talking about!AND DONT CALL ME THAT"
He shrugged. "Ok, Bakugo stop with the act what's up you use to hate Aizowa now you talk to him all the time"
"Nothing s going on half n half!" But my voice broke and I was washed over with sadness. I just stood up and ran. I couldn't let him see me cry. I ran to my dorm and sat down at my desk. I opened the sliding bottom and grabbed the knife from under the key board. I lifted my sleeve and put the knife to it.
1 for him seein ?  Through my act.
1 for my voice becoming shaky.
2 more for him seeing it.
1 more for not noticing him sooner.
3 more cause because.
  I grabbed a towel and but it against the cuts to stop the bleeding. It burned like Hell sure but it was better this way. When it stopped bleeding i hid the knife again and figured Shot- half n half would be gone by now. Did i almost call him Shoto?
  He had left so I laid back in the flowers and the heat warmed up my face. It was nice, kind of like the warmth you get from cuddling someone.... before i knew it i had fallen asleep.
    When i woke up the sun was against my face but the air felt cooler then before. I saw red and white from the bottom of my view. "WHAT DO YOU WANT PEPPERMINT?!" I yelled trying to sound convincing. He jut sat down at my feet.
"Is that my new nickname? Its kinda cute." He stated casually.
  "Tch whatever"
  "Like i said you don't have to act around me, also you've been asleep for a while but you looked peaceful and lately you've looked tired to i didn't bother you" he didn't change his facial expression like usual.
   "Yea, yea whatever...." i feel like i CAN trust him to be honest....
I sat up from the flowers and be at eye level with the sweet minty peppermint. I took a deep breath. He smells like a Carmel apple.
I looked at him now. "How'd you... know?"
"You've seemed to lately like you only yell when you remember to"
  Damn he's smart.... "tch what time is it?"
"5:10 ish" the tips of his lips curved up. That was pretty hot....
WHAT?! NO I'M NOT GAY!