We kissed and it was magical. There's no other way to describe it. I knew there would be challenges for us to face but in this moment with his lips on mine, all i could think about was how much i love this boy who seems to have been through hell and survived.
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it's been a month since this day, and i can honestly say it has not been easy. harry has been pulling away from me and i'm not quite sure what to do. he hasn't opened up and i know it isn't any of my business but i want him to know i'm here for him. he seems quite lonely and i know how being alone can suck. i need to approach him but i am unsure how.
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it feels awful, to pull away from draco, we weren't very close before he kissed me, but i know that somehow i love him. it's a conflicting thought, mostly because i need to tell 'mione and ron, but i'm worried for their reactions. i know 'mione will support me no matter what, she just might not like that it's malfoy. and ron, ron is just touch and go, i don't know many pureblood customs, and i'm unsure if he would even support me, if i told him i were gay, though i'm not sure i am, because i'm also still into girls.
