Toxic

Chapter 1

I would never have thought my crazy life would be like this going back into 2018 I met this girl we went to school together in 2015 she never caught my interest in high school but it was something about the summer of 2018 where my mind told me to go for it . One Sunny Day I was out grocery shopping with my mom and applying for jobs and this girl was sitting on the curb of Food Giant filling out a application she looked so familiar to me but I payed her no mind . Once I realized who she was I pulled her Facebook page up and inboxed her we conversated a little bit and went from there. Few Days pass we still communicating and flirting so my feelings started to feel for her and I could tell she was feeling the same way. The First time of us dating was when I worked at Kroger's we wasn't as serious or all in the relationship the first time she was messing around and hoeing on me but I felt I could break her from that and get her to change it would just take some time. There was this boy she called her cousin ( wasn't really her cousin) but I knew him through high school and a bad experience I had with him but he was nothing but trouble and a bad influence in her life. It was like once he was around she was a whole 'nother person once we started getting close we promised we wouldn't hurt each other feelings cause she crazy when it comes to her feelings but so was I she would come see me at work cause she really didn't live far from my job she was so insecure and jealous when it came to my co workers at Kroger's she always thought I was fooling with one of them I'll never forget when Dana came over and gave me a hug she was beyond mad she would walk over to me at my register asking so that's your boo I would be like oh my gosh here you go with this mess so she didn't say nothing else. Alex called my name to let me know it was my break time so I shut my light off and finished my last two or three customers while she rushing me hurry up so you can go on your break knowing I was about to hear her bullshit . Once I finished my last customer I grabbed her arm and we went outside for my break she yanked her arm back from me saying "Don't grab me like I'm some dog" so I let her go and told her to walk we went and sat on the bench while I listened to her chew me out about if I was fooling with anybody at work rolling my eyes. After a few minutes sitting outside it started to feel chilly outside so I told her let's go in and sit in the breakroom here she goes going on at the mouth I can't go back there I looked at her and told her yes she can that's where the bathrooms are anyways and other co workers take people back there so we went in and sat in the breakroom went straight into the funky bathroom there she was talking her shit as I'm fixing my hair in the mirror she grabs me from behind asking give me a kiss I give her a peak on the lips and goes back to fixing my hair in the mirror she gets mad cause I only gave her a peak on the lips and said you act like you don't wanna kiss me so I give her another so she can shut up then we started taking pictures in the mirror. I look at the time my break over with so I tell her come on I have to go back upfront she walks up there with me I jump back on my register and turn my light back on she looked at me and said she was finna go give me a kiss so I gave her a kiss and a hug and she walked out the door. Few minutes afterward my supervisor Mrs. Loran walks by my register and is like who was that I was like that's my girlfriend she just left she was like the short girl with the monkey suit on I was like yes laughing at how she said it and got back to work. On April 2018 which we all know is (Taurus) season it was my dad's birthday and we was throwing him a party I invited her to his party with her she was one of those shy keep it on the down low don't like being around people she didn't know kinda person. So she pulled up (this around the time she had a car) so she calls my phone to let me know she's outside so I hurry and fix her plate and brought it to her and sat in the car with her as she was firing up her blunt had the whole car gassed out. As we're sitting in the car she on the phone with the so called cousin (really not her cousin) and I'm looking out the window rolling my eyes cause she know I don't like him as she see's I'm getting mad she tells him she'll call him later and hangs up after she hangs up she gets to grabbing on me telling me to come here so I look at her and she pulls me closer to her talking about give me a kiss so I give her a kiss and we started talking about everything I tried convincing her to come in the house nobody gonna say nothing to you all you have to do is speak if they ask you something and that's it so we getting out the car finally an we almost to the door to go inside once she see's all the people inside she turns around saying uh-uh and grabs my hand and we go back to the car me looking at her mad then ever cause I do not just wanna sit in this car so I get out and she leaves as I go back to the party.