I just woke up , I looked at beside me he is already not there maybe he is already awake
I felt so hungry so I walked out from my room and go downstairs to have some breakfast
And there I saw jungkook at beside yena and I saw his hand touch hers while he was teaching her how to play games and their distance is like they have no gap with each other
I felt tired to even watch them being like this after i just woke up. I ignore the both of them and eat my breakfast alone and quietly.
They are too focus with it until they didn't realise i was already at the kitchen having my breakfast.
Maybe other people said that i am too overthinking and being too jealous towards them
but I tried to throw all of that feeling away but it's hard for me to do it
I am not strong for all of this things that happens to me
because i have no one to talked and solved to about this complicated feelings
I stare at the table blankly
finishing my breakfast and immediately went upstairs.
and you know what
my tears flow through my cheeks
and yeah i cried again because it's hurt so much for seeing it too many times
Can I even handle this situation until the end?
