Emotionally Heartless (An iKON Fan Fiction)

Emotional Beginning

Do Re Mi POV

“Do Re Mi!!!! I’m gonna kill you!!!” Said my older brother, Kyuhyun. He started running towards me as I got up from my seat and ran to my room. After I was in my room, I closed the door and locked it. “Open the door you little prick!! I’m going to kill you!!” He started banging on the door and twisting the knob, trying to open up the door.

“Why should I?!” I yelled back. I was breathing heavy due to running away. He then stopped banging and growled in a frustrated way.

“You were born! That’s why you deserve to die!! You’re a mistake and mistakes need to be fixed!! After I’m done with you, hopefully Mother won’t make the same mistake again!!” He shouted, continuing to bang on the door. I backed away, just in case he broke it down and killed me. I looked around my room in search of a weapon. Then I remembered I had a window. 

I grabbed a book bag and packed it with clothes. I zipped it up, put some shoes on, grabbed the bag, and opened the window.

In the background, I heard Kyuhyun still struggling to open the door. He was yelling things like, “Once I get my hands on you, you‘re really gonna wish you‘ve never been born!!” and, “Do Re Mi, you’re so dead!!” 

I came out the window and started running to my friends house. She lives seven blocks away from me, but it’s the only place my family doesn’t know. I’ve never asked them to take me anywhere and they never volunteered to. I’ve been fending for myself for twelve years. That’s when everything started. I remember that day clearly. I know it like the back of my hand. 

I was only five years old and it was my brother’s thirteenth birthday. My father came home around five with a cake. We all sung the birthday song with happiness but, something was off. 

My mother and father went to go to talk with my brother in their room. Me being a curious little girl, I eavesdropped on their conversation. 

“Do you love her now?! You’re daughter?! I asked if you love her now!!” My father yelled. My brother was crying and my mother looked at her husband in the eyes.

“No!! I have never loved her and I never will!!” She yelled back. 

“Really?” He questioned. My mother nodded. “Do Re Mi!!” I ran into the room and started shaking.

“Y-yeah, daddy?” I asked, sounding as innocent as possible. My heart was beating so fast and hard that I could feel it rising in my throat. It was literally about to come out of my mouth.

“Come closer.” He said. My mother had watery eyes and all I could hear at that moment were my brother’s sobs and cries. “Come closer!!!” I slowly and hesitantly walked to him. He stared at me for a moment before looking back at my mother. “Are you sure you don’t love her now? Tell the truth.”

“I am positive. She is a selfish brat and a mistake. I will never love her for as long as I live!!” She said with sincerity in her eyes.

“M-mommy…” I said trying not to cry.

“So if I did this, you wouldn’t care?” He then turned to me and lifted his hand. His palm made contact with my cheek. He had hit me so hard I fell to the floor.

“Why’d you hit her?!!” My mother screamed. She pushed him and he hit the dresser.

“So you do love her!!” He said as he slapped my mother and dragged her by her hair to the floor. He brought his foot back and he tried bringing it forward to kick her, but was stopped by my brother.