(Sam's pov)
Ugh a new school.. New bullies and everything.. I hate myself and the cuts on my arms prove it. I'm pretty much emotionless and hide my feelings so I basically never tell anyone anything. My father is an alcoholic and he makes me clean and beats me. My mother died a month ago because my father killed her! She was beaten to death and now I'm his 'ragdoll' for him to throw around. Why haven't I killed myself yet.. I just want to find someone who loves me.. My mother adored me. She supported me.. but my father wants me to be perfect.. not a lesbian. He will never love me.. why did he kill her. He wont let me cut my hair short and he makes me wear feminine clothes and I can never cut my hair. I have to be PERFECT. He says it's all for mother. I try to ask him how this is for my mom and he says "She didnt really support you shes your mother so she had to" I dont believe him. He's a monster.. (Lorens POV) Wait I think there is a new girl at school today! I hope she likes me! She must be a good friend! Well nobody really likes a nerd like me but whatever! I can't wait to see the new girl!
