Siputri

Today I was reading a story that touched my heart,

So that makes my mind become cold, like morning dew,

gazing at material looking for inspiration.

If only I spent all my time on the table of a writer,

Surely I can tell stories and fantasize like a fairy who flew into the air lifted by an eagle.

maybe I could console myself, when I cried in tears, I could easily make the rain pour down so that my tears could be covered by the heavy rain.

Then when I shouted really loud,

lightning flashed up there.

I bowed ....

The rain soaked my entire body, as if the sky was crying for this incident.

When I get tired,

I tried to close my eyes, and the lights went out immediately.

Today after I opened my eyes, I was destined as the reader of this story

So at this moment without hesitation, I began my steps along with the thunderous sound of the tip of the iceberg, I threw away all that blocked it and then thought hard to create a quality, think critically and create a perfection.

I don't really understand right now what I have to do,

I just write and read, hoping to have the inspiration to create the highest innovation and then embellish it.

I am just an ordinary person who is very simple, even has a little intelligence, but the power of prayer and hard work are now my best friends.

I failed a lot from all fields, I had a lot of gloom past, even the past was able to paralyze my steps, but I believe the Lord still has complete loyalty, even though I was destroyed by destruction.

I prayed every night until I bowed to the ground, fantasizing as if I had really bowed down at the feet of the creator, but why was I crushed by all the troubles that repeatedly hit me to the point of urgency and made me ashamed to bow down to pray again to the almighty creator.

I am ashamed to have sinned greatly, I am ashamed to have done something despicable.

My heart is unable to hold an empty soul and has become accustomed to peace in prayer ...

I decided to no longer care about my mistakes, I went back to bow and without saying I was guilty, I prayed for my future and my success, I said I would fight hard to do my best.

day after day I went through my difficult times with all that I had: strength, thought, even material.

But I feel like I don't have anyone anymore, because I have made a big mistake and nobody trusts me anymore, even I have lost my confidence, my heart is very painful, lonely and without solution,

Then in the middle of the night with the lights off, I imagined all the problems, as soon as my tears fell, my strength was lost, my confidence to work vanished! The bright future was gone!

I cried out to the bottom of my heart begging for mercy, praying with tears and saying I wanted to end this problem and create a beautiful future.

This time...

My soul began to recover, my body began to refresh ...

I am committed someday surely I can become someone who can meet the needs of others.