after we hung out the rest of the day and we had kian, sam, and Ricky join us. we went to the mall and rode around on our pennyboards. After a while sam had to go home to help his mom out with dinner. So it was just me, Connor, Ricky, and kian we chose to go to connors house then I met connors older brother Ethen. Ethen chose to hang out with us for awhile. kian had to go home to watch his sister because his mom had to go to the store. I was wondering why everyone was leaving its now only me, Ricky, Connor, and Ethen things started to get awkward and we just sat watching a movie. its now 8:30 and I havn't seen jc all day I am getting worried. Ricky left because it was getting late and Ethan went to bed early so its now just me and connor.
"connor I havn't seen jc all day what if something happend?" I asked connor nerviously
"lily nothing happend trust me" connor said trying to get my mind off it.
"your probably right" I said getting my mind off it. Then my phone went off I answered it. a tear then slid down my face.
"Connor get your keys were going to the hospital jc got in a car accident with his family!!" more tears slid down my face
"oh my god are they ok?!?!" connor screamed
"I don't know I hope so" I relized I loved jc but as a brother not a cousin.
me and connor got to the hospital I ran up to the desk in tears. "what room is justin castillo in?" I asked really fast "um... lily his last name is caylen" connor said nicely "no its castillo he told me his real name" I said crying even more. "excuse me he's in that room over there he just got out of surgery" she said calmly as I ran into the room.
"jc oh my god im so sorry this is my fault" I started to cry even more than before
"lily this isnt your fault" jc said trying to look at me
"jc but you got in a accident I wasn't there for you" I then sat next to jc
"lily ill be fine don't worry about me" jc tried to smile
"I will always worry about you you're like my brother" I kissed jc on the forhead
"lily I..I didn't know you liked me at all" jc looked at me with surprise
"of course I like you you're my cousin" I smile
"no im not you're cousin im you're brother" jc smiles back at me.