It's been a week and 2 days, since you and Sehun dated, and it's been 5 days since Bobby told you that he loves you, but in a morning you felt coldness, nervousness, madness, sadness. It was a day full of emotion. After you woke up. You saw Haeun. You asked her worriedly some things..
"Haeun Unnie.." She looked to you "Hmm..?"
"Can you please come to me.. I have a problem.." She nodded "Whats the problem sweety.."
"What would you do if 2 persons loves you and you date on of them, but you don't know who you really love.."
"I would wait.. We need time for everything. For Love, friends, family, and more.. so I would wait until I know the answer.. "
"But I don'T know if it.."
"You are dating Sehun.. Who is the second person..?"
"I can't say it.."
"Hmm okay then.. ask yourself why you would love the second the person and why not Sehun.."
"Because.. Sehun is not like the second person.. the second person is friendly and never hides something from me.."
"And why would you love sehun and not the second person.."
"I don't know.. Look the second person is friendly, loves me to death and always takes care of me, but Sehun thinks in the other way, he doesn't cares how you feel, he wants that he's happy.. but also he can be really friendly and can take care of someone.. but the second person doesn't cares how sad he is.. he wants your happiness.."
"See.. that was easy.. You love the second person. But maybe you imagine it.. so you need time. i can tell Namsoon oppa that you are ill or something so you can be alone, you can go to the park and everything.."
"Oh really... that would be.. really great from you.. Thank you for being here.."
"No problem.. now lay down a little bit. When we go I will wake you up okay?"
"Okay." You smiled and she smiled back
A few hours later, you woke up from Haeun's voice.
"So we are going now. If you need something than call me. Or just go to the park and listen to some music.. Now take care." You smiled "Take care too."
When they went out you were totally alone, you saw on your phone 23 calls and 43 messages from Sehun. You didn't care, you cleared your notifications and went out.
You went to the park where you and Bobby laid on the gras, one day before the meeting the next day with Sehun and bubble tea. Trough your headphones you heard It's alright, It's love from Davichi. Which made you sad.
You love Sehun, you really do but he can be a jerk and selfish.. while Bobby is the opposite of him, he thinks about your feelings before he says something, he always jokes around and apologise if he says something wrong..
If you think about it, It's like Sehun catched your heart directly, but if you think about it again, you think you lied to yourself, you think that you loved Bobby but you never thought about it because he is your best friend. He loved you for 2 years + the trainee years it will end up with 5 years. Bobby's love is stronger then anyone else love, if he says something, he really mean it then.
I think I love Bobby.. That was your thought. You ignored everything around you when you thought about it.
You walked back home, you waited for Bobby. Every second made you sad, more sad then you were before.
In your room, there was a big silence, just you and your room. You went inside and closed the door.
You went on your bed under the blanket and began to cry
You were the one who gave Bobby the pain, how can you do this.
The pain which made you stronger? No, it made you sad, it made you painful. It made you to a shitty person.
How can you do this to him.
The pillow which was now wet, wasn't comfortable anymore, you cried there for hours and you didn't notice that..
"Y/N?"
You heard someone from the door, you looked up from your pillow. "WHo is that?"
"Sehun."
You stood up and dried up your tears. "Come in." You said with a voice which trembled.
You saw Sehun infront of you "Haeun gave me the keys. So uhm you want to go on a date?"
"No."
"What?"
"No, I don't want to go out with you. Maybe it was the last time."
"What.. what are you talking about."
"Sehun it's over. I can't take it anymore."
"How.. and why."
"We are done.. you treated me like a child. I can't take it anymore and I don't want this anymore. It's over."
"Y/N.."
"Please go. Now Go please."
He went out letting the keys fall and you.. you fell down too.. you just saw a blackscreen.
