Forgive And Forget? *Sam Winchester x reader Love Story*

Seperate ways

I was tired. I left for a reason and I didn't want this to happen again I knee something bad was gonna happen that's why I left hunting.

"Please don't leave" Sam said.

"You can't leave now not now that metatron is after you" i knew he cared but if i stayed things were gonna get worse. "I cant stay and be with you guys anymore. Not anymore. I jst cant risk it anymore" i said. " shes right" i turned around cass was there "cass" i said. "Your right she cant stay. She needs to go she needs to seperate. Metatron has the angel blade and will do anyhting to get to her. " he said. "You cant possibly say we need to leave her alone" dean said "cass shes gonna get hurt. We cant risk it-" "yes we can and we will!!!" I said. "If its the only way to keep us safe we will do it" they looked at me like i was crazy. "Look at me whatever way you want I'm serious " i said "i'm not leaving you.... i already left you once im not ready to do it again" sam said.

"Sam its the only way" Cass said. "Its a stupid way!!!" Sam said "if shes going then im going with her. Im not letting her go alone " i looked at him in shock. Hes changed so much.
Hes changed in ways i cant never imagine. "Im sorry you can't " i said.
"I love you too much to let you go"
He stared at me like i broke something inside of him. "Lets go Cass we need to go " Dean said. They left me and Sam alone. Letting him go was the hardest thing i ever did. It hurt once i wasn't gonna go through it again but this time it was different. I couldn't bare with the hurt again.
I sat down on the bed. I didn't know what to say. I was quiet.

"You don't have to go" Sam said. "I can go with you" I looked at him. Mentally just not physically. "You can't leave Dean or Cass their your family' I said. "But your family" he said "I'm not I'm just your girlfriend. I'm not willing to risk it. I just can't. Your family needs you and knowing metatron things can get out of control you need to stag and let me go" I said. He looked at me. I knew his stare. I couldn't face myself leaving. I was in tears. "Y/n......love please look at me" he said. He lifted up my chin and I saw his big beautiful eyes. "You only come once in a lifetime. I'm not ready to let you go" he said. "I will still be here for you. If I get hurt you know I won't go down easy. You know that I will be here maybe not physically but inside whatever happens I will always love you no matter what I said. No matter what I do I love you" I said. "Why are you talking like your gonna die " he said. "One will never know" I said.

"I love you y/n there's no one else in the world that will replace you" he said. "If I do ever do something I will think of you before I go any further. I wouldn't do something I would regret later. I love you never change the way you are" I said.

He then kissed me. I kissed him back. I kissed him with all the passion and tears I had. If I were to die. I would want to keep going further with him than with any guy. He read my mind. We went further all the way. He made me happy. I was happy I lost it to him than to any other guy. I was happy in paradise. With him I was in cloud 9.

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We walked out and saw dean and Cass. I looked at them for the last time.

"Ready to go?" Dean asked. "Yeah" we both said. I hugged dean and Cass one more time. "Please don't let anything happen to him or to you guys cause I won't have a problem coming back from the dead and getting your butts kicked. " I said. "I promise cause I don't want to burn and salt your bones again" he said. "Please be careful I don't want to loose you" I smile "aww is dean having a chick flick moment?" I said "shut up" he said "jerk" I said "bitch" he said. I let go and hugged Cass. "Thanks Cass for every thing. I'm gonna miss you please take care of them" I said. "I will I'm gonna miss you too" he said "I love you girl" " I love you too Angel" I said. I turned to sam and gave him a kiss and a hug "don't forget me.....and I won't forget you I love you and thank you for a good time right now my first time" I said. "Your welcome I enjoyed it I love you" he said he then took something out of his pocket and put it in my hand. "Remember me and I won't forget you" he said "never" I said. He put it on my neck. I gave him one last kiss and got in the car and left. This was the end. For now.