Words straight from the heart. Poetry

Stupid in love.

It seems as if I'll be in misery forever because no matter how hard I try nothing ever gets better. I wanna go far away, somewhere I know you can't hurt me but at this moment it feels as if even if I went to the moon it's me you will seek. How do you keep finding me when I do I best to hide? I try to get you out my heart but you're deeply trapped inside. To see what I can do about it in god I confide, I pray that misery will leave me and ask what I can do to pass the time? But the main question I ask him is simply just why? Why me? Why you? Why am I feeling like this? He's the only one who can answer those questions because the decision was only his. All I can do is wait for the answers in a sign but meanwhile I'm here, still trying to hide. Hiding with hate not wanting to face love because that brings more misery, pain and all of the above. Will these feelings ever depart? Maybe I'll have to deal with them forever, push comes to shove. That's just the price I'll have to pay for being stupid and falling in love.
- TheeKoldest 🖤