Another High School Story(Why me?) Under Construction

CHAPTER THREE: MY PAST

HEY GUYS I KNOW I PROMISED YOU A LONGER CHAPHTER AND HERE IT GOES.

HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOY IT. I USUALLY DONT WRITE STORIES BUT IM WILLING TO TRY IT OUT.

Alexis pov

Oh it is him, 'Trevis' why is he always there? cant he see that i have fellings for him? for the past three years ive had a huge crush on him. well...who wouldnt? he was charming, nice, honest, beautiful and did i mention charming? he was always there to protect me, when all the others abuse me and call me names, he has been the only one who has called me by my real name and even gave me a nick name.

He has this captivating emerlade eyes that when you look at them you forget evrything. His lips oh his lips are just magnicifant, enviting me to just taste then. oh god why did you make a human this attractive? do you want all the female in the world to die?

"um...lexi? what the hell are you doing here? areent you meant to be with the others?" his beautiful voice ecohed calmly giving me that feeling of warmth and making my stomach do small backflips. ahh i could stare at him all day with his black jacket and blue jeans, a white vest that clunged to his abs.. waiting for me to touch. his hair, his hair is sooo perfect, the blond silky strands enticing me to pull at it while kissing that maliscious lips of his. ahhh he is killing me.

"Lexi? are you ok?" ahhh say my name again baby.

lexi snap out of it he is your friend and you are moving today anyways so you wouldnt be able to see him again. i thought as the rush saddness went through me. realising i still havent told him i was moving i felt the sense of guilt wash through me.

should i tell him? or nahh?

he looked at me with concern, aww he looks so cute when his corncerd? 'Alexis! not now' a little voice in my head said.

'ok i need to tell him or else in going to die die by just staring at him. "Alexis is there something i need to know?" he said as he took a step to get closer to me, his voice laced with sincerity and concern.

"i..i..

I starmmered out lost for words by his simple movement. " i need to tell you some thing Trevis"

"what happened this time? who did it?" he said pratically getting angry this face creased. 'aww he cares'

"NO its no one, nobody did anything to me"

"then what is it? why are you shaking lexi?" he took another step, closing a little bit of distance between us, he stroked my hair giving me confort and ensuring me that his here also a sign saying trust me.

i bit my lips to stop my self from confessing my love for him and also telling him that im moving. argh... why is life soo hard?

"lexi you know you can tell me anything, im always here" he spoke calmly. Well thats my problem him always being there....arrr...this is hard.

"Trevis...i..i...im moving" i said trying my hardest not to look at his eyes. he was slient but i can feel his intense stare at my head. the silence occupied the room.

silence....

"Trevis say something" i shyly said breaking the silence

the only response i got from him was "when?" that was the question i was dreading for him to ask.

"To..to...day" i was afraid and also happy about his reaction.

But then he said "alright i understand"

A wave of pain rushed through me..he dosent care..

.he dosent care about me...

he dosent give a damn about me ...'alright i understand?' thats all he've got to say?

i wanted him to fight for me, for him to go up to my mum and say no shes not moving. and all he had to say was its alright he understands?

how dose he understand? what dose he understand? for all i know i didnt explain to him why im moving!

"its alright?" i said eerily calm

i looked up at him his emerlade eyes glistning...and thats wen i saw red and only red.

"ITS ALRIGHT? THATS ALL YOU HAVE TO SAY? YOU KNOW WHAT? .....you don't understand anything!! you never Will! you think everything IS A JOKE AND EVERYTHING HAS ONLY ONE WAY! YOUR WAY! BUT YOU ARE SOOO WRONG! YOU DON'T KNOW THERE ARE OTHER WAYS. NOT JUST UR WAY! YOU ARE JUST A SELFISH BASTARD!! I CAN'T EVEN BELIEVE I CAUGHT FEELINGS FOR YOU!. YOU ARE JUST LIKE ALL OF THEM... JERKS ARROGANT STUPID BASTARDS." I busted as on the edge of tears, he took a step forward and I stepped back. he stretched his hand to touch me but I flinched "DON'T YOU DARE TOUCH ME." I shouted at his face.

" lexi" he tried.

"don't call me that, you don't have the right to call me that!" I watched as his blank face turned into a frown and I also saw something like guilt and sympathy in his eyes, then it faded away quickly.

"Alexis I'......um....I am so sorry." he stuttered as he stared at his fingers as if they have suddenly caught his attention. I waited for him to continue."I didn't mean to hurt your feelings. l....l didn't know you liked me. oh my gosh you had feelings for me".

I flipped when he said that last part. "you know what I can't stand you" I said turing on my heels to leave this moron."ju...st lea...ve me alone.....okay" my voice came out quirky. I was just about to forgive him and then he brought that up. gosh he is sooo.....ugh!!!

why did he go and bring that up? I didn't even know why I said I had feelings for him in the first place, I should have kept quiet... ugh me and my stupid mouth.

i dont need him anyways i can cope on my own. i would be better off by myself than find friends that later on stabs you in the back.

i will put all this behaind me start a new life and call this

My past....

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GUYS I HOPED YOU ENJOYED IT BECAUSE I CERTENLY ENJOYED WRITING THIS CHAPTHER.

AND BY THE WAY Trevis WAS JUST A GUY SHE MET WHEN SHE WAS BEiNG BULLIED AROUND AND CALLED NAMES, BUT BECAUSE OF Trevis SHE HAS BEEN SAFE EVER SINCE. THATS HOW SHE DEVELOPED A HUGE CRUSH ON HIM AND HE WAS HER ONLY FRIEND.

THNX AGAIN GUYS XX