"Lindsey what did you just say? You want me to be with you after I hurt you?" I honestly wondered why she would even ask that. "Ryker you make me happy and I don't want to lose you and I want to be with you even though my mind says no my heart says yes."
After careful consideration I simply spoke "yes" and with that I was with her and she was with me. We continued talking throughout the day just about our normal stuff, the dogs, how much we spent on random items, and what we wanted to achieve in life.
Our phone calls always went on for some time typically for a few hours at a time especially with me not having a job due to quitting my previous one before I went into rehab.
The next few days followed with us talking all the time and my slowly returning to a more normal life, one without the need of a substance to make me happy. I hoped that this time would be the last time struggling to find love and happiness.
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Burned Up Love
Teen FictionTIGGER WARNING Fresh out of a stint in rehab, Ryker was ready to start his life over. His goal was fall in love and live the life he always wanted. That dream one day became the nightmare he wished never came true.