TW eating disorders and self harm
Dixie's pov
Fat
Ugly
Useless
Worthless
Not worthy of Addison
These are some of things people comment on my Instagram and my tik tok, and I believe what they are saying about me. I have been skipping meals for a few months now and to hide the weight loss I have been wearing baggy clothes and I have been exercising a lot more and when I do eat i go straight to the bathroom and I make myself throw up what I have just eaten so that i dont gain any weight. I do not deserve Addison she says I do but i know that I dont because she is so perfect and I am not.
It is currently about 8am and I have been up since about 4am and I am sat on the couch wearing a hoodie that is extremely baggy on me as well as some joggers that used to fit me but now they are really baggy.
Addisons pov
I have noticed that Dixie has been acting very differently, for example when it is time to eat she usully doesnt come down or when she does she either says that she is not hungry or when she does eat she goes straight to the bathroom. But i have also been hiding something from Dixie I have been cutting myself
part two coming soon
