La'Nadia's p.o.v
"Turning Tables"
Close enough to start a war
All that I have is on the floor
God only knows what we're fighting for
All that I say, you always say more
I can't keep up with your turning tables
Under your thumb I can't breathe
So, I won't let you close enough to hurt me
No, I won't rescue you to just desert me
I can't give you the heart you think you gave me
It's time to say goodbye to turning tables
To turning tables
Under haunted skies I see you (ooh)
Where love is lost your ghost is found
I braved a hundred storms to leave you
As hard as you try, no, I will never be knocked down, whoa
I can't keep up with your turning tables
Under your thumb I can't breathe
So, I won't let you close enough to hurt me,
No, I won't rescue you to just desert me
I can't give you the heart you think you gave me
It's time to say goodbye to turning tables
Turning tables
Next time I'll be braver
I'll be my own savior
When the thunder calls for me
Next time I'll be braver
I'll be my own savior
Standing on my own two feet
I won't let you close enough to hurt me,
No, I won't rescue you to just desert me
I can't give you the heart you think you gave me
It's time to say goodbye to turning tables
To turning tables
Turning tables, yeah
Turning, oh
Ugh.
Crying, eating, sleeping and more crying.
My life is hell right now.
I've been listening to sad music all day.
I couldn't even be able to begin to explain the hurt I'm feeling right now.
What am I going to do?
Lord knows how much junk I've been eating.
He who's name shall not be spoken, just wanted my goods.
You know, the ones that have to be covered unless you want to be raped.
I just wanted him to have my heart. And my back.
I can't believe how irresponsible I am.
I just gave myself away.
I asked Pharen to come over, she's on her way.
The doorbell rang...wow Pharen drives fast.
I got up not realizing I had a tank top on and my underwear on.
Then I looked down at my legs and grabbed my shorts.
'Nadia: Hey boo-
Trey: 'Nadia. I'm sorry. I love you.❤
'Nadia: Don't apologize. Okay? It's my fault.
Trey: No it's not. I'm the one who fucked up.
'Nadia: No! Trey, IT'S MY FAULT ! I GAVE MYSELF TO YOU AND YOU DIDN'T DESERVE IT. I'M AN COMPLETE IDIOT.
Trey: . . . . . .
I couldn't take it anymore.
I busted out crying sliding down my door balling my eyes out.
I was crying so hard, I could feel my blood rushing to my face.
Trey got on his knees and held me. In my mind I kept saying I love you...I love you so much...
Trey: Kiss me.
'Nadia: (Kisses him so passionate)
Trey: I love you. (Getting up)
'Nadia: (Getting up) I love you.
Trey kissed me. And picked me up. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. I just needed him to touch me. He locked the door and took me up stairs. He got on top of me and kissed me. No sex just hugging and touching.
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Eh. Short but what y'all think? Comment what y'all think she should've did. Vote too. See ya later loves❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
